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We Lesser Beings… Thoughts On Physics And Grief
Shit has a funny way of creeping back up on you just when you think you’re done with it… I thought I had accepted my failures. I thought I had gone crazy, recovered to a certain extent, mourned lost chances, and … Continue reading
Posted in Insanity
Tagged abnormal, crazy, cutting, depression, dignity, exams, frenemy, getting over it, grief, insane, insanity, issues, lesser beings, loss of dignity, mad, madness, mental, mental illness, mental pain, pain, physics, psychiatry, psychology, psychosis, psychotic, sad, sadness, schizophrenia, science, shame, sick, stress, suffering, suicide, trouble
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My “Best Me”? Or My Worst?
How is that my “best me” seems to come out only when I’m falling apart? I have panic attacks now, daily. The kind that has you hiding in your closet or breathing in a plastic bag. I haven’t slept a … Continue reading
Posted in Insanity
Tagged at loss, cannot deal with stress, constantly terrified, crazy, depression, exams, exhaustion, fear, hallucinations, help, insane, insanity, mad, madness, mental, mental illness, mental pain, nightmares, pain, panic, panic attacks, psychosis, psychotic, sadness, schizophrenia, sick, sickness, stress, suicide, tired
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The Facebook Syndrome, Or Why I Haven’t Been Blogging Much Lately
I suffer from the Facebook Syndrome. As in, I’ve gotten infected with the “I want to present my life as a glorious, gorgeous and enviable commodity” disease that runs rampant on FB. Given that my life currently isn’t any of the … Continue reading
Posted in Insanity
Tagged advice needed, black out, crazy, depression, dissociating, envy, Facebook, Facebook syndrome, help, insane, insanity, issues, losing it, madness, mental, mental illness, mental pain, mental patient, pain, psychosis, sadness, schizophrenia, suicide, unhealthy thoughts
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Admission…
No, I haven’t been admitted again, but I came across this and I remembered these were almost the exact words my madhouse psychiatrist said to me. I just had to post it because it’s quite true.
Posted in Insanity
Tagged crazy, depression, insane, insanity, life choices, mad, madhouse, madness, mental, mental illness, mental patient, pain, psychiatrist, psychiatry, psychologist, psychosis, schizophrenia, suicide, to be or not to be
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Bathroom Situations… “Agua Caliente” by Sofia Sanchez
This is an old fashion shoot I came across lately, and with old I mean that it was published in Numéro in 2008. Since I’m not featuring it for the clothes, I don’t think its age is that important though. … Continue reading
Posted in Fashion
Tagged Agua Caliente, amazing, art, bathtub, beautiful, beauty, bizarre, Coco Rocha, drowning, extase, Fashion, fashionable, flowers, hot, insane, insanity, interesting, mad, madness, Mauro Mongiello, memories, mental, mental illness, Numéro, Ophelia, passion, photography, schizophrenia, sexy, Sofia Sanchez, suicide, water
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Ups And Downs
There are days that it’s okay. Days that I’m okay, that I can concentrate, that I feel alive and present in both mind and body. Days that I don’t curse the universe for letting me open my eyes. It’s those … Continue reading
Posted in Insanity
Tagged awkward, crazy, depression, despair, exhaustion, good day, help, hope, insane, insanity, loneliness, mad, madness, mental, mental illness, mental pain, mental patient, mood swings, pain, painful, psychiatry, psychology, psychosis, psychotic, sadness, schizophrenia, self harm, sick, suffering, suicide, ups and downs, weird
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QP Reads Books #1: Too Much Bitterness And Mental Health Issues!
I have decided to read more books, and because I thought my trip to Florence would be heavy enough without Russian novelists and Franz Kafka (I was right), I went with 2 books by Marian Keyes. This is technically chick-lit. … Continue reading
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Tagged book review, books, depression, insane, insanity, literature, lunatic, mad, madness, Marian Keyes, mental, mental illness, mental patient, psychiatrist, psychiatry, psychology, psychosis, QP Reads Books, reading, schizophrenia, sick, strange, suicide, Sushi for Beginners, The Other Side Of The Story, weird
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Fade…
this is the dance we dance, a whisper on the edge falling and fading to sleep and my soul is ever throwing stones into the deep
Posted in Art, Insanity
Tagged art, beautiful, bizarre, broken, depression, despair, dreams, emotions, exhaustion, fade, fading, falling apart, feelings, hope, insanity, kiss, loss, love, macabre, madness, mental illness, mist, pain, psychosis, sadness, schizophrenia, suicide, tired, unusual, weird, whispering
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