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We Lesser Beings… Thoughts On Physics And Grief

Shit has a funny way of creeping back up on you just when you think you’re done with it…  I thought I had accepted my failures. I thought I had gone crazy, recovered to a certain extent, mourned lost chances, and … Continue reading

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My “Best Me”? Or My Worst?

How is that my “best me” seems to come out only when I’m falling apart? I have panic attacks now, daily. The kind that has you hiding in your closet or breathing in a plastic bag. I haven’t slept a … Continue reading

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The Facebook Syndrome, Or Why I Haven’t Been Blogging Much Lately

I suffer from the Facebook Syndrome. As in, I’ve gotten infected with the “I want to present my life as a glorious, gorgeous and enviable commodity” disease that runs rampant on FB. Given that my life currently isn’t any of the … Continue reading

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Admission…

No, I haven’t been admitted again, but I came across this and I remembered these were almost the exact words my madhouse psychiatrist said to me. I just had to post it because it’s quite true.

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Bathroom Situations… “Agua Caliente” by Sofia Sanchez

This is an old fashion shoot I came across lately, and with old I mean that it was published in Numéro in 2008. Since I’m not featuring it for the clothes, I don’t think its age is that important though. … Continue reading

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Ups And Downs

There are days that it’s okay. Days that I’m okay, that I can concentrate, that I feel alive and present in both mind and body. Days that I don’t curse the universe for letting me open my eyes. It’s those … Continue reading

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QP Reads Books #1: Too Much Bitterness And Mental Health Issues!

I have decided to read more books, and because I thought my trip to Florence would be heavy enough without Russian novelists and Franz Kafka (I was right), I went with 2 books by Marian Keyes. This is technically chick-lit. … Continue reading

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Fade…

this is the dance we dance, a whisper on the edge falling and fading to sleep  and my soul is ever throwing  stones into the deep

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The Gods Have No Mercy…

“The Gods have no mercy. That’s why they’re Gods.” – Cersei Lannister Am I a horrible, selfish, thankless person for wishing death upon myself? Probably. I wish for car accidents, cancer, building site accidents, lightning strikes, accidental asphyxiation on a piece … Continue reading

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A Man Who Flees From His Fear…

Yesterday has once more been established that QP has what Silmarillion fans would call a very “Turin Turambar” side to her personality. (*) She attracts doom like honey attracts flies, both by an unhealthy amount of bad luck and an even … Continue reading

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