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Sick And Tired

I think this time I am actually, physically sick. But it might also be aggravated stress due to being badly prepared for my retake exams (which start this saturday). In any case, I’m a mess. My eyes are all bloodshot, … Continue reading

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Small Life Update…

Exam Progress: 4/6 Possible Passed Exams So Far: 2/6 Utter Fails So Far: 2/6 Next Exam: June 23 Paranoia: Way off the fucking charts. (Thank you V.) Hallucinations: Thankfully just noise and not spiders. Exhaustion: Past the point of needing a flat surface … Continue reading

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My “Best Me”? Or My Worst?

How is that my “best me” seems to come out only when I’m falling apart? I have panic attacks now, daily. The kind that has you hiding in your closet or breathing in a plastic bag. I haven’t slept a … Continue reading

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It’s cold. It’s so friggin cold I can’t even concentrate on writing fanfic. I want to be somewhere warm and safe and preferably alone, wrapped in a blanket with my computer… but instead I’m in my boyfriend’s ice-cold, bugspray-filled room … Continue reading

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Doom.

It lies on my shoulders like a yoke. It clenches my heart like a fist. It’s fear, constant nagging fear, and I don’t know of what. I wish I could let go, but I can’t. Something bad is going to … Continue reading

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Truth On A T-Shirt… Thug Life Shirts

Sometimes, T-shirts with slogans are dorky and stupid. And sometimes, they are simply spot on. Thug Life Shirts belongs in that last category. If you love coffee, sarcasm and expletives, this shop is for you! These are my own personal … Continue reading

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Fade…

this is the dance we dance, a whisper on the edge falling and fading to sleep  and my soul is ever throwing  stones into the deep

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I want to sleep.

I am so utterly exhausted. I just want to sleep. I have gone this week with no more than 4 hours of sleep per night, and frequently less. I am so absolutely dead tired that I don’t even. I have … Continue reading

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They Will Speak…

Is there nothing left to be said, for the tired voice of reason? Haunting tune and fast rewind, she sings a daunting song. Is there nothing left unsaid, by the haggard voice of panic? I know her as I know … Continue reading

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Panic Attacks?

So. I have a new symptom, which I didn’t have before: panic attacks. I don’t know if it are actually panic attacks, but they sure make me panic. Sometimes it just happens, like a giant hand clutching and crushing me, … Continue reading

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