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Misery Business…

I hate my period. No, hate is not strong enough a word. I loathe it. I abhor it. I detest it. My period is a monthly recurring onslaught of general mental instability, insomnia, paranoia, panic attacks and irrational anger. Not to … Continue reading

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Small Life Update…

Exam Progress: 4/6 Possible Passed Exams So Far: 2/6 Utter Fails So Far: 2/6 Next Exam: June 23 Paranoia: Way off the fucking charts. (Thank you V.) Hallucinations: Thankfully just noise and not spiders. Exhaustion: Past the point of needing a flat surface … Continue reading

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My “Best Me”? Or My Worst?

How is that my “best me” seems to come out only when I’m falling apart? I have panic attacks now, daily. The kind that has you hiding in your closet or breathing in a plastic bag. I haven’t slept a … Continue reading

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Adventures Of The Eyes… Takanori Aiba

Takanori Aiba is a Japanese artist, whose oeuvre spans from maze illustrations to graphic design and architecture. Adventures Of The Eyes was the name of his solo exhibition in 2010, featuring architecture that seemed to come straight out of a fantastic … Continue reading

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Low Self Esteem And A Severe Case Of Narcissism… A Call For Advice.

I would do anything to gain power and respect. Anything. It’s a craving, a gnawing hunger almost. A narcissistic need to get praise, respect, admiration and attention. It didn’t use to be like that. When I look back on my childhood, … Continue reading

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Table Conversations: QP’s Artwork

This drawing is a gift for a friend. As usual, it is based on one of my dreams/hallucinations… it’s called “Table Conversations”. It features Chemistry (the scarred woman), Death (the man with the scythe, duh) and some other things that … Continue reading

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Quirky Picturesque Jewelry by Tilly Bloom

It has been a while, I know… Mostly because my internet broke down and so did I (hallucinations… *sigh*)… But now I’m back, and here is my latest find: the lovely jewelry of Tilly Bloom! http://www.culturelabel.com/shop/tilly-bloom

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