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We Lesser Beings… Thoughts On Physics And Grief

Shit has a funny way of creeping back up on you just when you think you’re done with it…  I thought I had accepted my failures. I thought I had gone crazy, recovered to a certain extent, mourned lost chances, and … Continue reading

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A Chronicle Of Things… QP’s Life In Objects

I have this box, it’s a small lacquered wooden jewelry box with red satin cushioning on the inside, and I have had it for a long time. Over the years, it has slowly filled up with tiny pieces of memory. … Continue reading

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The Hole You Left In My Soul

Immature love says, “I love you because I need you”. Mature love says, “I need you because I love you”. – Erich Fromm Is it possible to be immature and mature at the same time? I love you, because I … Continue reading

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Universal Beauty, Mathematics And Celebrity Pics: A Study

Regular readers of this blog know by now that beauty is a bit of a pet topic for me. I’m not talking about beauty products or haircare, I mean beauty as in “esthetically pleasing”. To summarize my ideas on it: … Continue reading

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Alone in Schrödinger’s Room

You and me, we know each other.  You, voice of reason, burning anger and seething claws when needed, your mind a dirty puddle of writhing bodies and sweat. You laugh and you make him laugh again, you listen and you … Continue reading

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(I’m Not Fine.)

I’m not. Really not. I don’t want to live my life feeling nothing but this. THIS. This empty, useless, non-purposeful type of monotony and apathy. I don’t. But I’m bound, I’m tied, I’m stuck. I hate loving people. My bruises … Continue reading

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From The Archives Of Madness… QP’s Diary

I have kept a diary for far longer than I kept this blog… I have once uploaded the drawings I made when I was on my worst, when I couldn’t even write in a straight line anymore, but these quotes … Continue reading

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The Chains Of Time… ChainClocks.com

Clocks that actually show the mechanism are cool. Clocks that are only mechanism? Infinitely more cool! ChainClocks.com offers different types of clocks that all share on basic principle: they function with a rather basic system of chain drive. I don’t … Continue reading

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My External Memory… The Math Walls

I shouldn’t be looking at these photos, I know I shouldn’t. But this weekend has been full of extremely triggering events, from the titles and story-lines of my usually so diverting fanfics to the paper I had to write this … Continue reading

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There is so much I should not…

There is so much I should not. I can’t help it, I try to concentrate on the mundane, the physical, the down-to-earth and the real, the things everyone tells me are real. But I want to dance again. I miss … Continue reading

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