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Tag Archives: physics
We Lesser Beings… Thoughts On Physics And Grief
Shit has a funny way of creeping back up on you just when you think you’re done with it… I thought I had accepted my failures. I thought I had gone crazy, recovered to a certain extent, mourned lost chances, and … Continue reading
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Tagged abnormal, crazy, cutting, depression, dignity, exams, frenemy, getting over it, grief, insane, insanity, issues, lesser beings, loss of dignity, mad, madness, mental, mental illness, mental pain, pain, physics, psychiatry, psychology, psychosis, psychotic, sad, sadness, schizophrenia, science, shame, sick, stress, suffering, suicide, trouble
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A Chronicle Of Things… QP’s Life In Objects
I have this box, it’s a small lacquered wooden jewelry box with red satin cushioning on the inside, and I have had it for a long time. Over the years, it has slowly filled up with tiny pieces of memory. … Continue reading
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Tagged art, awkward, bizarre, box, broken, broken dreams, collection, crazy, depression, grief, history, hope, hopelessness, insane, insanity, loss, lost, lunatic, mad, madness, memories of the past, memory, mental, mental illness, mental patient, mourning, objects, other life, pain, past, physics, psychiatrist, psychiatry, psychology, psychosis, remembering, sad, sadness, schizophrenia, science, secrets, sick, strange, suicide, weird
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The Hole You Left In My Soul
Immature love says, “I love you because I need you”. Mature love says, “I need you because I love you”. – Erich Fromm Is it possible to be immature and mature at the same time? I love you, because I … Continue reading
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Tagged awkward, bad romance, BDSM, bizarre, crazy, depression, desperate, disillusioned, Erich Fromm quote, heartbroken, hopeless, insane, insanity, love, lunatic, mad, madness, math, mathematics, mental, mental illness, mental patient, pain, patterns, physics, psychiatrist, psychiatry, psychology, psychosis, romance, sad, sadness, schizophrenia, science, seeing patterns, sick, strange, suicide, weird, without direction
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Universal Beauty, Mathematics And Celebrity Pics: A Study
Regular readers of this blog know by now that beauty is a bit of a pet topic for me. I’m not talking about beauty products or haircare, I mean beauty as in “esthetically pleasing”. To summarize my ideas on it: … Continue reading
Posted in Philosophy
Tagged actress, awesome, awkward, beauty, bizarre, celebrities, celebrity, celebrity doppelgängers, crazy, funny, insane, insanity, lunatic, mad, madness, math, mathematical beauty, mathematics, mental, mental illness, mental patient, model, patterned, patterns, philosophy, physics, psychiatrist, psychiatry, psychology, psychosis, schizophrenia, science, strange, style, stylish, symmetry, weird
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Alone in Schrödinger’s Room
You and me, we know each other. You, voice of reason, burning anger and seething claws when needed, your mind a dirty puddle of writhing bodies and sweat. You laugh and you make him laugh again, you listen and you … Continue reading
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Tagged art, artistic, bizarre, crazy, daughter, DID, insane, insanity, lunatic, mad, madness, mathematics, mental, mental illness, mental pain, pain, pani, panic attacks, panic disorder, physics, poet, poetry, psychiatrist, psychiatry, psychology, psychosis, Riemann Hypothesis, sadness, schizophrenia, Schrödinger, science, sick, sister, soul, split personality, strange, torture, trouble, weird
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From The Archives Of Madness… QP’s Diary
I have kept a diary for far longer than I kept this blog… I have once uploaded the drawings I made when I was on my worst, when I couldn’t even write in a straight line anymore, but these quotes … Continue reading
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Tagged awkward, bizarre, citations, crazy, depression, desperate, diary, help, hopeless, insane, insanity, insanity diary, life in the madhouse, lunatic, mad, madhouse, madness, mathematics, mental, mental illness, mental patient, pain, physics, psychiatrist, psychiatry, psychology, psychosis, psychotic, quotes, remission, sadness, schizophrenia, science, sick, strange, suicidal, suicide, weird
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The Chains Of Time… ChainClocks.com
Clocks that actually show the mechanism are cool. Clocks that are only mechanism? Infinitely more cool! ChainClocks.com offers different types of clocks that all share on basic principle: they function with a rather basic system of chain drive. I don’t … Continue reading
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Tagged art, awesome, bizarre, chain, chain clock, Chain drive, ChainClocks.com, clock, clocks, crazy, design, epic, funny, geeky, home decor, insane, insanity, inventive, lunatic, mad, madness, mechanics, mental, mental illness, mental patient, physics, psychiatrist, psychiatry, psychology, psychosis, schizophrenia, science, strange, style, weird
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My External Memory… The Math Walls
I shouldn’t be looking at these photos, I know I shouldn’t. But this weekend has been full of extremely triggering events, from the titles and story-lines of my usually so diverting fanfics to the paper I had to write this … Continue reading
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Tagged art, awkward, bizarre, crazy, delusional, depression, insane, insanity, lunatic, mad, madness, math, math walls, mathematics, mental, mental illness, mental patient, notes, notes on the wall, pain, photography, physics, proof, psychiatrist, psychiatry, psychology, psychosis, sadness, schizoid, schizophrenia, science, sick, strange, suicide, theorem, uncertainty principle, walls, weird
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There is so much I should not…
There is so much I should not. I can’t help it, I try to concentrate on the mundane, the physical, the down-to-earth and the real, the things everyone tells me are real. But I want to dance again. I miss … Continue reading
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Tagged awkward, bizarre, broken heart, brokenhearted, crazy, depression, desire, desperate, hearing music, insane, insanity, lonely, love, lovers, lunatic, mad, madness, math, mathematics, mental, mental illness, mental patient, missing you, pain, physics, psychiatrist, psychiatry, psychology, psychosis, sad, sadness, schizophrenia, sick, strange, suicide, universe, weird
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