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Sick And Tired
I think this time I am actually, physically sick. But it might also be aggravated stress due to being badly prepared for my retake exams (which start this saturday). In any case, I’m a mess. My eyes are all bloodshot, … Continue reading
Posted in Insanity
Tagged care, dark thoughts, exams, exhaustion, headache, help, insane, insanity, insomnia, mad, madness, mental, mental illness, pain, psychosis, retake exams, schizophrenia, sick, sickness, sleep, stress, study, tired, tiredness
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We Lesser Beings… Thoughts On Physics And Grief
Shit has a funny way of creeping back up on you just when you think you’re done with it… I thought I had accepted my failures. I thought I had gone crazy, recovered to a certain extent, mourned lost chances, and … Continue reading
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Tagged abnormal, crazy, cutting, depression, dignity, exams, frenemy, getting over it, grief, insane, insanity, issues, lesser beings, loss of dignity, mad, madness, mental, mental illness, mental pain, pain, physics, psychiatry, psychology, psychosis, psychotic, sad, sadness, schizophrenia, science, shame, sick, stress, suffering, suicide, trouble
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My “Best Me”? Or My Worst?
How is that my “best me” seems to come out only when I’m falling apart? I have panic attacks now, daily. The kind that has you hiding in your closet or breathing in a plastic bag. I haven’t slept a … Continue reading
Posted in Insanity
Tagged at loss, cannot deal with stress, constantly terrified, crazy, depression, exams, exhaustion, fear, hallucinations, help, insane, insanity, mad, madness, mental, mental illness, mental pain, nightmares, pain, panic, panic attacks, psychosis, psychotic, sadness, schizophrenia, sick, sickness, stress, suicide, tired
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The Bitch Is Back! (Celebrating The End Of Blogging Hiatus)
I haven’t been here in a while, and I apologize for that. I would like to say that real life caught up with me (for that implies I was actually doing something with my life), but in truth it was … Continue reading
Posted in Insanity
Tagged awesome, back in the game, bizarre, blog hiatus, cosplay, costumes, crazy, exams, fun, funny, insane, insanity, interesting things, life, lunatic, mad, madness, mental, mental illness, mental pain, mental patient, psychiatrist, psychiatry, psychology, psychosis, schizophrenia, schizophrenic, social life, strange, style, weird
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Glorious Purpose, Mark II…
Yes, the exam period has begun. Glorious Purpose, Mark II. I’m afraid it’s going to a lengthy battle with a considerable lack of glory in it… Either way, it’s inescapable. One paper, five exams, little hope for success. But, going … Continue reading
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Tagged awesome, awkward, bizarre, Black Speech, conviction, crazy, depression, distraction, exam period, exam stress, exams, Fanfiction, geeky, Glorious Purpose, Glorious Purpose Mark II, help, I had a life once..., insane, insanity, life of QP, Loki, lunatic, mad, madness, mental, mental illness, mental patient, motivation, pain, procrastination, psychiatrist, psychiatry, psychology, psychosis, qp, schizophrenia, sick, Silmarillion, strange, trouble, weird
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Too Lengthy And Not Glorious At All
You read the title. That’s my verdict so far on battle with a Glorious Purpose. I haven’t slept for two days now. That’s 48 hours of no sleep at all, more or less. And the worst part is… I haven’t … Continue reading
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Glorious Purpose, Part II
I have this feeling I’m annoying all my followers on Twitter with the #GloriousPurpose hashtag, but I just can’t help it. No better description of my ordeal is possible. It’s a lot of big talk (err… oral exams, I mean), … Continue reading
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