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A Memory Of Insecurity

Lately I’ve been having “feminist” conversations with people, mostly on the topic of street harassment. Discussing that brought back an old memory… and despite it being not my proudest moment, I felt I had to share it here. … Let’s … Continue reading

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The Existence Of Evil… Pondering On A Loving Deity

The existence of evil… It’s one of those “dilemmas” of faith apparently, and something that atheists (not me though) like to use as an argument for there not being a god. If there is a deity, how can this deity … Continue reading

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Ups And Downs

There are days that it’s okay. Days that I’m okay, that I can concentrate, that I feel alive and present in both mind and body. Days that I don’t curse the universe for letting me open my eyes. It’s those … Continue reading

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A Schizophrenic’s Future… Thoughts On The “Later” I Might Never Have

So, if you follow this blog, you know I have schizophrenia. Which is, in the end, a disease that kills people. I am very aware of that. But I am also a young woman, attempting to get a diploma, trying … Continue reading

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Fade…

this is the dance we dance, a whisper on the edge falling and fading to sleep  and my soul is ever throwing  stones into the deep

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A Chronicle Of Things… QP’s Life In Objects

I have this box, it’s a small lacquered wooden jewelry box with red satin cushioning on the inside, and I have had it for a long time. Over the years, it has slowly filled up with tiny pieces of memory. … Continue reading

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An Important Step?

So, I think I have taken an important step. But foremost, I thank you all for the sweet messages of support, I needed that more than you know. I have gone to my university’s study counsellor and explained my situation. … Continue reading

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QP Says Thanks

I live in Belgium, and in Belgium, Thanksgiving is not a real holiday. Therefor, no “Happy Thanksgiving” in the title. But I don’t think anyone should ever pass up on a chance to say thanks, whether that is in combination … Continue reading

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Movie Quote #10: Alone

Society is an illusion.

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