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The Gods Have No Mercy…

“The Gods have no mercy. That’s why they’re Gods.” – Cersei Lannister Am I a horrible, selfish, thankless person for wishing death upon myself? Probably. I wish for car accidents, cancer, building site accidents, lightning strikes, accidental asphyxiation on a piece … Continue reading

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Paranoia, Spiders, And Results On Sunday

Here I am again. I’m not in a good place at the moment, although I’m trying my very best to hide that. My results are coming in this Sunday, and with every passing minute I feel more as if I’m … Continue reading

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Journey Light, But Bring With You Your Swords!

I haven’t been here in a long time, I know. Life, mild attacks of psychosis, internet-less holidays, exams and many other things have kept me from posting anything even slightly meaningful… And life isn’t looking much brighter. Retake exams are … Continue reading

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The Hole You Left In My Soul

Immature love says, “I love you because I need you”. Mature love says, “I need you because I love you”. – Erich Fromm Is it possible to be immature and mature at the same time? I love you, because I … Continue reading

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From The Archives Of Madness… QP’s Diary

I have kept a diary for far longer than I kept this blog… I have once uploaded the drawings I made when I was on my worst, when I couldn’t even write in a straight line anymore, but these quotes … Continue reading

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There is so much I should not…

There is so much I should not. I can’t help it, I try to concentrate on the mundane, the physical, the down-to-earth and the real, the things everyone tells me are real. But I want to dance again. I miss … Continue reading

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Listen…

I listen to the song that plays inside my head, touch the broken keys instead. This house I called my mind before, was built on sand and now once more. The song that plays it tells of doom, and how … Continue reading

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Nervous QP Is Nervous (And in need of your help)

I don’t often do this; although I quite often conclude my posts with a question I rarely devote a whole post to them. Yet extreme situations demand extreme measures, so here it is, a post with nothing but questions. Monday … Continue reading

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Choice?

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Skipping Classes in the School of Life

So I’m back, not with news, but with thoughts. Those who know me know this is true, and those who don’t… well, they do now. I am a lazy person. I am a great supporter of the easy way, the … Continue reading

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