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We’re All Mad Inhere on Twitter
- Apparently I've been on this hellsite screaming into the void for a whopping 10 tears. Who knew, right?… twitter.com/i/web/status/1… 5 months ago
- I'm trying. I'm trying to be a better person. But it's so hard when I feel like such a deserving target for cruelty… twitter.com/i/web/status/1… 6 months ago
- It's so hard to fight the urge to be cruel to myself. I see an opportunity, and it's like I'm a bully who spots the… twitter.com/i/web/status/1… 6 months ago
- I am so tired I could cry. Going to work tomorrow feels like punishment. I haven't relaxed. I haven't recharged. Th… twitter.com/i/web/status/1… 7 months ago
- I am tired of living between construction works and cardboard boxes, of working all week in a grey box and then com… twitter.com/i/web/status/1… 7 months ago
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The Burden Was A Joy…
Everything feels empty. I thought I would feel good after completing my Glorious Purpose, but it seems I do better when burdened with purpose than without. I completed all my exams, I’m not sure but I hope to have passed … Continue reading
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From The Archives Of Madness… QP’s Diary
I have kept a diary for far longer than I kept this blog… I have once uploaded the drawings I made when I was on my worst, when I couldn’t even write in a straight line anymore, but these quotes … Continue reading
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Tagged awkward, bizarre, citations, crazy, depression, desperate, diary, help, hopeless, insane, insanity, insanity diary, life in the madhouse, lunatic, mad, madhouse, madness, mathematics, mental, mental illness, mental patient, pain, physics, psychiatrist, psychiatry, psychology, psychosis, psychotic, quotes, remission, sadness, schizophrenia, science, sick, strange, suicidal, suicide, weird
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QP’s Psychosis Diary Part II
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Tagged art, arts, awkward, crazy, depression, derealization, diary, drawing, fear, help, insane, insanity, losing, love, lunatic, mad, madness, mental, mental illness, mental patient, pain, painful, paranoia, psychiatrist, psychiatry, psychology, psychosis, psychotic, reality, s cared, sadness, schizophrenia, sick, strange, suicidal, suicide
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Survival…
Why?
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Tagged awkward, depression, desire, fear, help, insane, insanity, kill, lunacy, mad, madness, pain, painful, psychiatrist, psychiatry, sadness, schizoid, schizophrenia, self harm, suicidal, suicide, unhappy
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Happiness…
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Tagged depressed, depression, giving up, happiness, insane, insanity, lunatic, mad, madness, mental, mental illness, mental pain, mental patient, pain, painful, psychiatrist, psychiatry, psychology, psychosis, quitter, quitting, regret, sadness, self harm, sick, strange, suffering, suicidal, suicide, unhappy, wordboner
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With no place in mind: an old psychotic poem of mine
With no place in mind, and no peace of mind… I’m looking, struggling, crying or making cry. I’m lost, not to be found, distress, put to the test and failed it nailed it done it all and would do again … Continue reading
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Tagged art, awkward, bizarre, crazy, delusional, depressed, depression, free verse, incoherence, insane, insanity, irrational, lunatic, mad, madness, mental, mental illness, mental patient, odd, pain, poem, poetry, psychiatrist, psychiatry, psychology, psychosis, psychotic, psychotic episode, sadness, schizoid, schizophrenia, sick, strange, suicidal, suicide, weird
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