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The Gods Have No Mercy…

“The Gods have no mercy. That’s why they’re Gods.” – Cersei Lannister Am I a horrible, selfish, thankless person for wishing death upon myself? Probably. I wish for car accidents, cancer, building site accidents, lightning strikes, accidental asphyxiation on a piece … Continue reading

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The Burden Was A Joy…

Everything feels empty. I thought I would feel good after completing my Glorious Purpose, but it seems I do better when burdened with purpose than without. I completed all my exams, I’m not sure but I hope to have passed … Continue reading

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From The Archives Of Madness… QP’s Diary

I have kept a diary for far longer than I kept this blog… I have once uploaded the drawings I made when I was on my worst, when I couldn’t even write in a straight line anymore, but these quotes … Continue reading

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I’m Not Going To Make It.

I’m not going to make it. I don’t work, I waste my time, I haven’t studied any of my subjects properly, I’m going down without a fight. Coward’s death for a coward of the truest type. I want to die. … Continue reading

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QP’s Psychosis Diary Part II

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QP’s Psychosis Diary… A pictural report of my last pre-madhouse days

These pictures were all made by me when I was rapidly descending into psychosis, now months ago already. Because it’s so long go I finally feel like I can post these; back then it was just too raw and confronting. … Continue reading

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Survival…

  Why?

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Happiness…

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Skipping Classes in the School of Life

So I’m back, not with news, but with thoughts. Those who know me know this is true, and those who don’t… well, they do now. I am a lazy person. I am a great supporter of the easy way, the … Continue reading

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With no place in mind: an old psychotic poem of mine

With no place in mind, and no peace of mind… I’m looking, struggling, crying or making cry. I’m lost, not to be found, distress, put to the test and failed it nailed it done it all and would do again … Continue reading

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