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Doubts… An Inquiry Into My Relationship With Experiment No.7
I don’t know how to write about this, yet I feel I have to. This is a call for advice to people more experienced than me. I don’t know what to do anymore. I’m having relationship doubts. When I met Experiment … Continue reading
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Tagged advice needed, affection, boyfriend, break-up, commitment, commitment issues, communication, cowardice, depression, doubts, ennui, expectations, Experiment No. 7, experimenting, girlfriend, help, importance, indifference, issues, laziness, loneliness, love, love of ease, mental illness, monogamy, painful, psychosis, relationship, relationship trouble, romance, schizophrenia, sex, trouble, unpleasant character, unrealistic expectation
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We Lesser Beings… Thoughts On Physics And Grief
Shit has a funny way of creeping back up on you just when you think you’re done with it… I thought I had accepted my failures. I thought I had gone crazy, recovered to a certain extent, mourned lost chances, and … Continue reading
Posted in Insanity
Tagged abnormal, crazy, cutting, depression, dignity, exams, frenemy, getting over it, grief, insane, insanity, issues, lesser beings, loss of dignity, mad, madness, mental, mental illness, mental pain, pain, physics, psychiatry, psychology, psychosis, psychotic, sad, sadness, schizophrenia, science, shame, sick, stress, suffering, suicide, trouble
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The Facebook Syndrome, Or Why I Haven’t Been Blogging Much Lately
I suffer from the Facebook Syndrome. As in, I’ve gotten infected with the “I want to present my life as a glorious, gorgeous and enviable commodity” disease that runs rampant on FB. Given that my life currently isn’t any of the … Continue reading
Posted in Insanity
Tagged advice needed, black out, crazy, depression, dissociating, envy, Facebook, Facebook syndrome, help, insane, insanity, issues, losing it, madness, mental, mental illness, mental pain, mental patient, pain, psychosis, sadness, schizophrenia, suicide, unhealthy thoughts
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Who Cares If I Didn’t Do It?
So there is something going on in my family. I don’t know what it is, I just know that something is seriously wrong. I noticed it right when I came downstairs for dinner; every fork scraping a plate sounded like … Continue reading
Posted in Insanity
Tagged anger, culprit, deadline, DemonMom, Doom, fights, insane, insanity, issues, mad, madness, mental illness, paper, paranoia, parental trouble, parents, scapegoat, schizophrenia, Sense of Doom, StoicDad, stress, tense, tense dinner conversations, tension
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Experiment No.7’s Dark Thoughts
I want to tell you some things about Experiment No.7, my current partner. Call it an experiment in itself; I am looking for advice. No.7 has been through a lot in his life, and this summary doesn’t do the whole … Continue reading
Posted in Insanity
Tagged bad breakup, depression, ex girlfriend, insane, insanity, issues, love, lunatic, mad, medication, mental, mental illness, mental patient, pain, problems, psychiatry, psychosis, relationships, romance, sadness, schizophrenia, sick, strange, trouble, weird
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Advice…
Posted in Insanity
Tagged advice, be the type of person you want to meet, bizarre, crazy, depression, friendship, happiness, insane, insanity, isolation, issues, mad, madness, making friends, meeting, mental, mental illness, mental patient, pain, psychiatrist, psychosis, sadness, schizophrenia, self loathing, strange, weird
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Blunt Truth, Brought To You By Philip Larkin
This Be The Verse They fuck you up, your mom and dad. They may not mean to, but they do. They fill you with the faults they had And add some extra, just for you. But they were fucked up … Continue reading
Posted in Humor, Literature
Tagged blunt, blunt truth, childhood trauma, children, Collected Poems, depression, faults, fucked up, funny, humor, insane, insanity, issues, LOL, madness, mental illness, mental pain, parenting, parents, Philip Larkin, poem, poetry, psychiatry, psychosis, sadness, schizophrenia, suffering, This Be The Verse, trouble, truth
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