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My “Best Me”? Or My Worst?

How is that my “best me” seems to come out only when I’m falling apart? I have panic attacks now, daily. The kind that has you hiding in your closet or breathing in a plastic bag. I haven’t slept a … Continue reading

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#ThisIsRiemann: A Maintenance Notice

Dear people, My name is Agnes H. Riemann, just Riemann for friends. I have so far kept myself gracefully away from this blog because it belongs to QP and I’m already sharing enough of her possessions (clothes, books, a body…) … Continue reading

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They Will Speak…

Is there nothing left to be said, for the tired voice of reason? Haunting tune and fast rewind, she sings a daunting song. Is there nothing left unsaid, by the haggard voice of panic? I know her as I know … Continue reading

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Alone in Schrödinger’s Room

You and me, we know each other.  You, voice of reason, burning anger and seething claws when needed, your mind a dirty puddle of writhing bodies and sweat. You laugh and you make him laugh again, you listen and you … Continue reading

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Panic Attacks?

So. I have a new symptom, which I didn’t have before: panic attacks. I don’t know if it are actually panic attacks, but they sure make me panic. Sometimes it just happens, like a giant hand clutching and crushing me, … Continue reading

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