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Please Help. Please.
I am very proud of myself for keeping my urge to cut under tight control. I haven’t self-harmed in a long time. However, right now I have the feeling that one of my most-used coping mechanisms is getting out of hand. Severely. … Continue reading
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Tagged afraid, awkward, bizarre, crazy, daydream, depression, fear, help, imagination, insane, insanity, mad, madness, Maladaptive Daydreaming, media fast, mental, mental illness, mental patient, need advice, overactive imagination, pain, please help, psychiatrist, psychosis, psychotic, sadness, schizophrenia, sick, suffering, terrified, weird
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Doubts… An Inquiry Into My Relationship With Experiment No.7
I don’t know how to write about this, yet I feel I have to. This is a call for advice to people more experienced than me. I don’t know what to do anymore. I’m having relationship doubts. When I met Experiment … Continue reading
Posted in Insanity
Tagged advice needed, affection, boyfriend, break-up, commitment, commitment issues, communication, cowardice, depression, doubts, ennui, expectations, Experiment No. 7, experimenting, girlfriend, help, importance, indifference, issues, laziness, loneliness, love, love of ease, mental illness, monogamy, painful, psychosis, relationship, relationship trouble, romance, schizophrenia, sex, trouble, unpleasant character, unrealistic expectation
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Sick And Tired
I think this time I am actually, physically sick. But it might also be aggravated stress due to being badly prepared for my retake exams (which start this saturday). In any case, I’m a mess. My eyes are all bloodshot, … Continue reading
Posted in Insanity
Tagged care, dark thoughts, exams, exhaustion, headache, help, insane, insanity, insomnia, mad, madness, mental, mental illness, pain, psychosis, retake exams, schizophrenia, sick, sickness, sleep, stress, study, tired, tiredness
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My “Best Me”? Or My Worst?
How is that my “best me” seems to come out only when I’m falling apart? I have panic attacks now, daily. The kind that has you hiding in your closet or breathing in a plastic bag. I haven’t slept a … Continue reading
Posted in Insanity
Tagged at loss, cannot deal with stress, constantly terrified, crazy, depression, exams, exhaustion, fear, hallucinations, help, insane, insanity, mad, madness, mental, mental illness, mental pain, nightmares, pain, panic, panic attacks, psychosis, psychotic, sadness, schizophrenia, sick, sickness, stress, suicide, tired
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The Facebook Syndrome, Or Why I Haven’t Been Blogging Much Lately
I suffer from the Facebook Syndrome. As in, I’ve gotten infected with the “I want to present my life as a glorious, gorgeous and enviable commodity” disease that runs rampant on FB. Given that my life currently isn’t any of the … Continue reading
Posted in Insanity
Tagged advice needed, black out, crazy, depression, dissociating, envy, Facebook, Facebook syndrome, help, insane, insanity, issues, losing it, madness, mental, mental illness, mental pain, mental patient, pain, psychosis, sadness, schizophrenia, suicide, unhealthy thoughts
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*Insert Mini-Rant Here*
It’s cold. It’s so friggin cold I can’t even concentrate on writing fanfic. I want to be somewhere warm and safe and preferably alone, wrapped in a blanket with my computer… but instead I’m in my boyfriend’s ice-cold, bugspray-filled room … Continue reading
Posted in Insanity
Tagged awful, bad day, bugspray, cold, disgusting, dissociation, excrements, exhausted, gross, help, How To Basic, insane, insanity, mad, madness, mental, mental illness, mental patient, pain, rant, schizophrenia, tired, yuck
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Doom.
It lies on my shoulders like a yoke. It clenches my heart like a fist. It’s fear, constant nagging fear, and I don’t know of what. I wish I could let go, but I can’t. Something bad is going to … Continue reading
Posted in Insanity
Tagged death, depression, Doom, doom feeling, help, insane, insanity, mad, madness, mental, mental illness, mental pain, mental patient, pain, paranoia, psychosis, sadness, schizophrenia, Sense of Doom, sick, tired
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Trapped…
I am trapped, a lost soul. The cold is in my veins. There is no answer in the void.
Posted in Insanity
Tagged art, beautiful, bizarre, crazy, depression, eerie, exhaustion, help, insane, insanity, loneliness, mad, madness, mental, mental illness, mental patient, pain, photography, psychiatry, psychosis, sadness, schizophrenia, suffering, trapped
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Writing A Paper Of Doom
I’m still writing my paper. The Paper of Doom. It is the Paper of Doom because I failed this course last year, so I HAVE to succeed it this year or I will have one major problem for my study. … Continue reading
Posted in Insanity
Tagged cat, cats with crowns, cute, deadlines, Doom, funny, German, help, insane, insanity, mad, madness, menta, mental illness, mental patient, paper of Doom, psychiatry, psychosis, research trouble, royal cat, Royal Cat of Research Courage, schizophrenia, Tokuhiro Kawai, writing, writing a paper
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Ups And Downs
There are days that it’s okay. Days that I’m okay, that I can concentrate, that I feel alive and present in both mind and body. Days that I don’t curse the universe for letting me open my eyes. It’s those … Continue reading
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Tagged awkward, crazy, depression, despair, exhaustion, good day, help, hope, insane, insanity, loneliness, mad, madness, mental, mental illness, mental pain, mental patient, mood swings, pain, painful, psychiatry, psychology, psychosis, psychotic, sadness, schizophrenia, self harm, sick, suffering, suicide, ups and downs, weird
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