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Tag Archives: sad
Pre-Birthday Melancholia
My last good birthday was when I turned 17. I felt like I was on top of the world, at the doorstep of adulthood; everything was bright and amazing and full of possibilities. I had a party and a big cake and friends … Continue reading
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Tagged aging, alone, anger, awkwardness, birthday, bored, cake, depression, grinch, insane, insanity, loneliness, mad, madness, mental, mental illness, mental patient, no friends, pain, sad, sadness, self loathing
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We Lesser Beings… Thoughts On Physics And Grief
Shit has a funny way of creeping back up on you just when you think you’re done with it… I thought I had accepted my failures. I thought I had gone crazy, recovered to a certain extent, mourned lost chances, and … Continue reading
Posted in Insanity
Tagged abnormal, crazy, cutting, depression, dignity, exams, frenemy, getting over it, grief, insane, insanity, issues, lesser beings, loss of dignity, mad, madness, mental, mental illness, mental pain, pain, physics, psychiatry, psychology, psychosis, psychotic, sad, sadness, schizophrenia, science, shame, sick, stress, suffering, suicide, trouble
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A Schizophrenic’s Future… Thoughts On The “Later” I Might Never Have
So, if you follow this blog, you know I have schizophrenia. Which is, in the end, a disease that kills people. I am very aware of that. But I am also a young woman, attempting to get a diploma, trying … Continue reading
Posted in Insanity
Tagged awkward, brain damage, depression, despair, Experiment No. 7, fear, future plans, hope, hopeless, insane, insanity, mad, madness, mental, mental illness, mental patient, pain, psychiatry, psychology, psychosis, sad, sadness, schizophrenia, sick
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A Chronicle Of Things… QP’s Life In Objects
I have this box, it’s a small lacquered wooden jewelry box with red satin cushioning on the inside, and I have had it for a long time. Over the years, it has slowly filled up with tiny pieces of memory. … Continue reading
Posted in Insanity
Tagged art, awkward, bizarre, box, broken, broken dreams, collection, crazy, depression, grief, history, hope, hopelessness, insane, insanity, loss, lost, lunatic, mad, madness, memories of the past, memory, mental, mental illness, mental patient, mourning, objects, other life, pain, past, physics, psychiatrist, psychiatry, psychology, psychosis, remembering, sad, sadness, schizophrenia, science, secrets, sick, strange, suicide, weird
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The Hole You Left In My Soul
Immature love says, “I love you because I need you”. Mature love says, “I need you because I love you”. – Erich Fromm Is it possible to be immature and mature at the same time? I love you, because I … Continue reading
Posted in Insanity
Tagged awkward, bad romance, BDSM, bizarre, crazy, depression, desperate, disillusioned, Erich Fromm quote, heartbroken, hopeless, insane, insanity, love, lunatic, mad, madness, math, mathematics, mental, mental illness, mental patient, pain, patterns, physics, psychiatrist, psychiatry, psychology, psychosis, romance, sad, sadness, schizophrenia, science, seeing patterns, sick, strange, suicide, weird, without direction
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News That Makes Me Sad…
I read this on the blog of Leonie Fennell, and it made me feel really sad. Is this what our world is coming to? “For schizophrenia generally you are 10 times more likely to be dead at the end of … Continue reading
Posted in Insanity
Tagged comorbidity, crazy, insane, insanity, lunatic, mad, madness, mental, mental illness, mental patient, mortality, politics, psychiatrist, psychiatry, psychology, psychosis, sad, sadness, schizophrenia, sick, society, strange, suicide, weird
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Burden…
Am I the burden, the tumor, the parasite feasting on your life, or are you the one burdening me?
Posted in Art
Tagged art, awesome, awkward, bizarre, burden, cancer, crazy, illness, insane, insanity, lunatic, mad, madness, mental, mental illness, mental patient, pain, painful, parasite, pop art, psychiatrist, psychiatry, psychology, psychosis, sad, sadness, schizophrenia, sick, strange, suicide, Tumor, unusual, weird
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Presence…
And no words can ever replace your presence in the world around me…
Posted in Art
Tagged art, asian, awesome, beautiful, bizarre, books, crazy, Fashion, fashion photography, insane, insanity, literature, love, lunatic, mad, madness, melancholia, melancholy, mental, mental illness, mental patient, photography, psychiatrist, psychiatry, psychology, psychosis, reading, sad, sadness, schizophrenia, special, strange, style, stylish, tired, weird
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