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Please Help. Please.
I am very proud of myself for keeping my urge to cut under tight control. I haven’t self-harmed in a long time. However, right now I have the feeling that one of my most-used coping mechanisms is getting out of hand. Severely. … Continue reading
Posted in Uncategorized
Tagged afraid, awkward, bizarre, crazy, daydream, depression, fear, help, imagination, insane, insanity, mad, madness, Maladaptive Daydreaming, media fast, mental, mental illness, mental patient, need advice, overactive imagination, pain, please help, psychiatrist, psychosis, psychotic, sadness, schizophrenia, sick, suffering, terrified, weird
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Musings On Object And Subject In Murder
Here I am again, talking about one of my favorite subjects: murder! To me, there are two states of mind in which one can commit the act of murder. I’m not talking about emotion or motivation here, merely the state of … Continue reading
Posted in Insanity, Philosophy
Tagged bizarre, crazy, essay, insane, insanity, killer, killing, loneliness, love, mad, madness, mental, mental illness, mental patient, murder, murderer, object, object-minded murder, objectification, observation, pain, psychiatrist, psychiatry, psychology, psychosis, psychotic, reasons, sadness, schizophrenia, sick, strange, subject, subject-minded murder, victim, wartime, weird, writing
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Alea Iacta Est… 3D Printed Dice
I never knew why anyone would need dice other than the classic dotted cube… but then, my experience with dice-games is limited to the kind you play with your family around the salon table. After seeing the beautiful dice of Shapeways designer Ceramicwombat, I … Continue reading
We Lesser Beings… Thoughts On Physics And Grief
Shit has a funny way of creeping back up on you just when you think you’re done with it… I thought I had accepted my failures. I thought I had gone crazy, recovered to a certain extent, mourned lost chances, and … Continue reading
Posted in Insanity
Tagged abnormal, crazy, cutting, depression, dignity, exams, frenemy, getting over it, grief, insane, insanity, issues, lesser beings, loss of dignity, mad, madness, mental, mental illness, mental pain, pain, physics, psychiatry, psychology, psychosis, psychotic, sad, sadness, schizophrenia, science, shame, sick, stress, suffering, suicide, trouble
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#Cosplay: Hysteria Alice Dress Remake
So, to blog about something that isn’t my deteriorating mental health: cosplay! I didn’t think I was even going to start my Alice: Madness Returns cosplay this year… but as it is, it might even be finished before my Melkor/Morgoth costume! … Continue reading
Posted in Cosplay
Tagged Alice, Alice in Wonderland, Alice madness returns, American McGee's Alice, bloody, cosplay, costume, crazy, diy, dress remake, gaming, horror, Hysteria, Hysteria Alice, insane, insanity, mad, madness, mental illness, mental patient, psychosis, psychotic, schizophrenia, sewing, Vorpal Blade, Wonderland
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My “Best Me”? Or My Worst?
How is that my “best me” seems to come out only when I’m falling apart? I have panic attacks now, daily. The kind that has you hiding in your closet or breathing in a plastic bag. I haven’t slept a … Continue reading
Posted in Insanity
Tagged at loss, cannot deal with stress, constantly terrified, crazy, depression, exams, exhaustion, fear, hallucinations, help, insane, insanity, mad, madness, mental, mental illness, mental pain, nightmares, pain, panic, panic attacks, psychosis, psychotic, sadness, schizophrenia, sick, sickness, stress, suicide, tired
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