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Tag Archives: fear
Please Help. Please.
I am very proud of myself for keeping my urge to cut under tight control. I haven’t self-harmed in a long time. However, right now I have the feeling that one of my most-used coping mechanisms is getting out of hand. Severely. … Continue reading
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Tagged afraid, awkward, bizarre, crazy, daydream, depression, fear, help, imagination, insane, insanity, mad, madness, Maladaptive Daydreaming, media fast, mental, mental illness, mental patient, need advice, overactive imagination, pain, please help, psychiatrist, psychosis, psychotic, sadness, schizophrenia, sick, suffering, terrified, weird
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My “Best Me”? Or My Worst?
How is that my “best me” seems to come out only when I’m falling apart? I have panic attacks now, daily. The kind that has you hiding in your closet or breathing in a plastic bag. I haven’t slept a … Continue reading
Posted in Insanity
Tagged at loss, cannot deal with stress, constantly terrified, crazy, depression, exams, exhaustion, fear, hallucinations, help, insane, insanity, mad, madness, mental, mental illness, mental pain, nightmares, pain, panic, panic attacks, psychosis, psychotic, sadness, schizophrenia, sick, sickness, stress, suicide, tired
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A Woman’s Bag… Kate Kretz’ Vagina Purses
The vagina purses aren’t really functional bags; they are pieces of art, part of the “Psychological Clothing” collection by artist Kate Kretz. Nevertheless, they look pretty awesome… The “Vagina Dentate” and “Fertilization” purse are handmade from velvet, and their imagery … Continue reading
Posted in Art
Tagged art, artwork, bizarre, crazy, creepy, embroidery, Fashion, fear, fertilization, fiber art, insane, insanity, Kate Kretz, mad, madness, mental, mental illness, pregnancy, Psychological Clothing, psychosis, schizophrenia, strange, surreal, unusual, vagina, vagina dentata, vagina purse, vagina purses, weird
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A Schizophrenic’s Future… Thoughts On The “Later” I Might Never Have
So, if you follow this blog, you know I have schizophrenia. Which is, in the end, a disease that kills people. I am very aware of that. But I am also a young woman, attempting to get a diploma, trying … Continue reading
Posted in Insanity
Tagged awkward, brain damage, depression, despair, Experiment No. 7, fear, future plans, hope, hopeless, insane, insanity, mad, madness, mental, mental illness, mental patient, pain, psychiatry, psychology, psychosis, sad, sadness, schizophrenia, sick
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They Will Speak…
Is there nothing left to be said, for the tired voice of reason? Haunting tune and fast rewind, she sings a daunting song. Is there nothing left unsaid, by the haggard voice of panic? I know her as I know … Continue reading
Posted in Insanity
Tagged art, awkward, bizarre, crazy, depression, exhausted, fear, hearing voices, insane, insanity, lunatic, mad, madness, mental, mental illness, mental patient, pain, panic, panic attacks, photography, piano, psychiatrist, psychiatry, psychology, psychosis, sadness, schizophrenia, strange, surreal, tired, voice of reason, voices, weird
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Back And Crying
Yes I am back. I know I said I would not return until after the exams, but I’m a hopeless case and I need a bit of support somehow. Pathetic isn’t it? The exams are prodding at my psychotic nature, … Continue reading
Posted in Insanity
Tagged crazy, depression, exam stress, exams, fear, help, incarceration, insane, insanity, lunatic, mad, madness, mental, mental illness, mental patient, need, pain, painful, psychiatrist, psychiatry, psychology, psychosis, sadness, schizophrenia, sick, strange, stress, suicide, weird
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Confusing Occurrences in QP’s Family Unit
Life has been incredibly confusing to me lately. I have recently reached the point where I ask myself how delusional I am, exactly. The issue? My Family Unit, as this group of people I happen to share both a house … Continue reading
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Tagged awkward, bizarre, crazy, delusion, delusional, family, family trouble, fear, help, insane, insanity, living with schizophrenia, lunatic, mad, madness, mental, mental illness, mental patient, pain, parental trouble, parents, psychiatrist, psychiatry, psychology, psychosis, raising kids, sadness, schizophrenia, sick, strange, unsafe, weird
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Fear…
But only so that those afraid will speak the truth…
Posted in Insanity
Tagged art, awesome, bizarre, crazy, deceiving, deception, depression, faith, fear, fear is a liar, fearful, graffiti, insane, insanity, inspirational, liar, lies, lunatic, mad, madness, mental, mental illness, mental patient, photo, photography, psychiatrist, psychiatry, psychology, psychopathy, psychosis, quote, sadness, scared, scary, schizophrenia, sick, strange, street art, urban, weird
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