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Doubts… An Inquiry Into My Relationship With Experiment No.7

Posted on August 17, 2014 by quantumphysica

I don’t know how to write about this, yet I feel I have to. This is a call for advice to people more experienced than me. I don’t know what to do anymore. I’m having relationship doubts. When I met Experiment … Continue reading →

Posted in Insanity | Tagged advice needed, affection, boyfriend, break-up, commitment, commitment issues, communication, cowardice, depression, doubts, ennui, expectations, Experiment No. 7, experimenting, girlfriend, help, importance, indifference, issues, laziness, loneliness, love, love of ease, mental illness, monogamy, painful, psychosis, relationship, relationship trouble, romance, schizophrenia, sex, trouble, unpleasant character, unrealistic expectation | 3 Comments

It’s Not In Our Head… A Painful Facebook Observation

Posted on August 15, 2014 by quantumphysica

I came across this in my FB feed, and I got so angry that the only way to keep myself from starting one of those hated FB Drama Fests was posting it here. For those who so not understand Dutch, … Continue reading →

Posted in Insanity | Tagged accidental message, awkward, bad humor, caregivers, crazy, denigrating, disrespect, Facebook, FB, insane, insanity, lunatic, mad, madness, mental, mental health, mental illness, painful, psychiatric nurse, psychiatrist, psychiatry, psychology, psychosis, psychotic, schizo, schizophrenia, sick | 2 Comments

A Memory Of Insecurity

Posted on August 11, 2014 by quantumphysica

Lately I’ve been having “feminist” conversations with people, mostly on the topic of street harassment. Discussing that brought back an old memory… and despite it being not my proudest moment, I felt I had to share it here. … Let’s … Continue reading →

Posted in Insanity | Tagged bullying, crazy, existential doubt, external validation, feminism, friendship, hope, insane, insanity, mad, madness, memory, mental, mental illness, mental patient, need, pain, painful, personal value, psychiatry, psychology, psychosis, schizophrenia, self worth, self-esteem, sick, sickness, street harassment, teenage memories, teenage years, throwback, trust, unattractive, validation | 8 Comments

Fire And Ice

Posted on August 11, 2014 by quantumphysica

Posted in Literature | Tagged anger, bizarre, depression, desire, destruction, fire, hate, hunger, ice, insane, insanity, literature, mad, madness, mental, mental illness, mental patient, need, pain, painful, poem, poetry, Robert Frost, sadness, schizophrenia, suffering, unsettling | 1 Comment

10 Embarrassing Facts About QP (Now Illustrated!)

Posted on April 28, 2014 by quantumphysica

1. I consequently mispronounced “Quenya” until I accidentally came across the IPA pronunciation of it. Also, I pronounced C as S in Tolkien names until my boyfriend pointed my error out to me. 2. I haven’t gone to a single … Continue reading →

Posted in Humor, Insanity, Uncategorized | Tagged 10 facts, animated gifs, ashamed, Corpse Bride, Denethor, Elrond facepalm, embarrassing, embarrassment, epic fail, facepalm, facepalm all the way, funny, GIFs, humor, insane, insanity, LOL, LOTR, mad, madness, mental, mental illness, mental patient, messy eater, pain, painful, pronunciation, Quenya, schizophrenia, shame, shameful, Silmarillion, table manners, the Grinch, Thranduil, Tolkien | 7 Comments

Ups And Downs

Posted on March 13, 2014 by quantumphysica

There are days that it’s okay. Days that I’m okay, that I can concentrate, that I feel alive and present in both mind and body. Days that I don’t curse the universe for letting me open my eyes. It’s those … Continue reading →

Posted in Insanity | Tagged awkward, crazy, depression, despair, exhaustion, good day, help, hope, insane, insanity, loneliness, mad, madness, mental, mental illness, mental pain, mental patient, mood swings, pain, painful, psychiatry, psychology, psychosis, psychotic, sadness, schizophrenia, self harm, sick, suffering, suicide, ups and downs, weird | 2 Comments

#DemonMom, An Analysis

Posted on August 28, 2013 by quantumphysica

Something that I have been discussing with my psychiatrist a lot is my mother, or #DemonMom as she is known on my Twitter feed. It is an unfair title that I have dealt her, rather childish in fact. My mother … Continue reading →

Posted in Insanity | Tagged anger, angry, awkward, blatantly honest, childhood, crazy, difficult child, Doom, hatred of reality, honest, honesty, insane, insanity, lunatic, mad, madness, mental, mental illness, mental patient, motherhood, pain, painful, paranoia, parenthood, parenting, psychiatry, psychology, psychosis, punishment, reality, sadness, schizophrenia, sick, socially unadapted, strange, struggle, suicide, weird | 2 Comments

To Create A Universe From Nothing… Esthetics Over Ethics?

Posted on March 28, 2013 by quantumphysica

The mathematical rules of the universe are visible to men in the form of beauty. (John Michel) Esthetics and Ethics share a lot of letters, but further not too much, I have learned. My … Continue reading →

Posted in Philosophy | Tagged art, awesome, awkward, beautiful, beauty, bizarre, cold and ruthless beauty, crazy, esthetics, esthetics over ethics, ethical compass, ethics, insane, insanity, killing, lunatic, mad, madness, math, mathematical beauty, mathematics, mental, mental illness, mental patient, morals, murder, pain, painful, psychiatrist, psychiatry, psychology, psychosis, sadism, sadness, schizophrenia, science, strange, style, unethical, weird | 3 Comments

Ungrateful Bitch. (Me)

Posted on March 2, 2013 by quantumphysica

I have so much. Friendships, a (most of the time) not-too-awful family, enough food and water, a partner who actually loves me… And I’m ungrateful. He’s here now, at my house, and all I want is to be left alone. … Continue reading →

Posted in Insanity | Tagged awkward, bizarre, crazy, depression, desire, expectations, friendships, help, insane, insanity, love, lunatic, mad, madness, mental, mental illness, mental patient, pain, painful, plight, psychiatrist, psychiatry, psychology, psychosis, relationships, responsibility, romance, sadness, schizophrenia, science, sex, sick, strange, suicide, weird, wrecked nerves | 2 Comments

(I’m Not Fine.)

Posted on February 24, 2013 by quantumphysica

I’m not. Really not. I don’t want to live my life feeling nothing but this. THIS. This empty, useless, non-purposeful type of monotony and apathy. I don’t. But I’m bound, I’m tied, I’m stuck. I hate loving people. My bruises … Continue reading →

Posted in Insanity | Tagged awkward, crazy, crying, depressed, depression, insane, insanity, isolation, lost love, lunatic, mad, madness, mental, mental illness, mental patient, obsession, pain, painful, physics, psychiatrist, psychiatry, psychology, psychosis, sad, sadness, schizophrenia, science, sick, strange, style, stylish, suicide, weird, yearning for pain | 11 Comments

Tag Archives: painful

Doubts… An Inquiry Into My Relationship With Experiment No.7

It’s Not In Our Head… A Painful Facebook Observation

A Memory Of Insecurity

Fire And Ice

10 Embarrassing Facts About QP (Now Illustrated!)

Ups And Downs

#DemonMom, An Analysis

To Create A Universe From Nothing… Esthetics Over Ethics?

Ungrateful Bitch. (Me)

(I’m Not Fine.)

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