*Insert Mini-Rant Here*

It’s cold. It’s so friggin cold I can’t even concentrate on writing fanfic. I want to be somewhere warm and safe and preferably alone, wrapped in a blanket with my computer… but instead I’m in my boyfriend’s ice-cold, bugspray-filled room with an open window and at least three other people being loud and active. What’s a girl to do, right?

I’ve been coping with dissociation all day, I’m exhausted (EXHAUSTED), and I’m not capable of acting properly social right now. The only thing I want now is food and a warm bed and tolkien fanfics, but what I get is cold wind from an open window while all blankets are covered in bug spray. Oh, and there is a family party with tons of people in a couple hours.

Oh, and they’re now watching disgusting “How To Basic” videos. The “splatsh” “blurghr”, “bwueurk” etc. sounds are all over the place. If you want to know what I mean, check the channel on youtube. It’s worse than Two Girls One Cup.

I want to be somewhere else. I want to be somewhere else. I feel like I’m gone throw up. And I’m cold.

About quantumphysica

My name is QuantumPhysica The Insane, but you can call me QP. I am insane, admitted to a mental hospital in Belgium, and waiting for a decent diagnosis at the moment. Once I was a physics student with goals in life and what more; now I'm simply the patient of Room 93. Ever wondered what life is like in the psychiatric ward? I'll tell you everything you ever wanted to know... I am... particularly twitchy of personality. But I also am genuinely interested in everything. There is nothing that doesn't interest me, really. Everything, from quantum computers to fashion and cars to traveling... I also give advice. On anything. No taboos whatsoever. And I make lists of things...
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1 Response to *Insert Mini-Rant Here*

  1. AstroPilot says:

    If you don’t like the situafion you are in, try to change it or get out. At least close the window. If they won’t let you, communicate that you don’t feel well and have to go home, and then do that eactly.If the others don’t show signs of understanding then to hell with them, they are not worthy of your friendship. What keeps you from caring for your own needs and necessities? Don’t be over- altruistic.

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