It’s cold. It’s so friggin cold I can’t even concentrate on writing fanfic. I want to be somewhere warm and safe and preferably alone, wrapped in a blanket with my computer… but instead I’m in my boyfriend’s ice-cold, bugspray-filled room with an open window and at least three other people being loud and active. What’s a girl to do, right?
I’ve been coping with dissociation all day, I’m exhausted (EXHAUSTED), and I’m not capable of acting properly social right now. The only thing I want now is food and a warm bed and tolkien fanfics, but what I get is cold wind from an open window while all blankets are covered in bug spray. Oh, and there is a family party with tons of people in a couple hours.
Oh, and they’re now watching disgusting “How To Basic” videos. The “splatsh” “blurghr”, “bwueurk” etc. sounds are all over the place. If you want to know what I mean, check the channel on youtube. It’s worse than Two Girls One Cup.
I want to be somewhere else. I want to be somewhere else. I feel like I’m gone throw up. And I’m cold.