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It’s cold. It’s so friggin cold I can’t even concentrate on writing fanfic. I want to be somewhere warm and safe and preferably alone, wrapped in a blanket with my computer… but instead I’m in my boyfriend’s ice-cold, bugspray-filled room … Continue reading

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I want to sleep.

I am so utterly exhausted. I just want to sleep. I have gone this week with no more than 4 hours of sleep per night, and frequently less. I am so absolutely dead tired that I don’t even. I have … Continue reading

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They Will Speak…

Is there nothing left to be said, for the tired voice of reason? Haunting tune and fast rewind, she sings a daunting song. Is there nothing left unsaid, by the haggard voice of panic? I know her as I know … Continue reading

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The Burden Was A Joy…

Everything feels empty. I thought I would feel good after completing my Glorious Purpose, but it seems I do better when burdened with purpose than without. I completed all my exams, I’m not sure but I hope to have passed … Continue reading

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Too Lengthy And Not Glorious At All

You read the title. That’s my verdict so far on battle with a Glorious Purpose. I haven’t slept for two days now. That’s 48 hours of no sleep at all, more or less. And the worst part is… I haven’t … Continue reading

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I’m Not Going To Make It.

I’m not going to make it. I don’t work, I waste my time, I haven’t studied any of my subjects properly, I’m going down without a fight. Coward’s death for a coward of the truest type. I want to die. … Continue reading

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I’m Giving Up…

It is official, I have no character at all. I tried to go cold turkey on all my meds at the same time, because my parents say that A) all my problems come from my meds and B)  if you’re … Continue reading

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Movie Quote #8: Agony

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Closet…

I want to hide from the world…

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