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The Selfishly Submissive Sadist

Sometimes I wonder about my desires. My “kink” so to say. I used to describe it as “Algolagnia”. Love of pain, both giving and taking it. It’s hard defining myself as a submissive or Dominant, or even as a Switch. … Continue reading

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Alone in Schrödinger’s Room

You and me, we know each other.  You, voice of reason, burning anger and seething claws when needed, your mind a dirty puddle of writhing bodies and sweat. You laugh and you make him laugh again, you listen and you … Continue reading

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I Am Not A Fake Person, Pt.2

This is me. Take it or leave it. Just a short list of facts about Quantumphysica. I like most music, from ABBA, Cher and Tracey Ullmann to Lady Gaga, dEUS, Pulse and The Beat, Voltaire, Mad At Gravity, Hooverphonic, Metallica, … Continue reading

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Off With Their Heads! On Decapitation and the Aesthetics of Murder

Lately I’ve been wondering about many things, while researching for my upcoming synthesis paper about beheading. One of the foremost is my own taste for murder, and how I should see it objectively. I am a rather depraved person, and … Continue reading

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Plate of Torment… Procedure Room by Nikita Kadan

Sometimes you come across a work of art that stays by you. I had that with the self-portraits of Jan Fabre, and the same happened when I saw the work Procedure Room by Nikita Kadan on the Newtopia exhibition. It … Continue reading

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The Authority of Normality… and me.

This morning I got pulled out of bed after only 1,5 hours of barely-there sleep for some mental torture by the hand of Saint Irratia Normality (also known as the Authority of Normality, AKA my mother). It would take me … Continue reading

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Are you still laughing? Knotjokin Rope Implements…

Sometimes you come across implements that just stand out. Floggers, whips and spanking paddles in their common shapes have been seen by all of us, but what do you think of a rope mace? Made by JS from Phoenix, Arizona, … Continue reading

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The Half-A-Year-Mark; Looking back on Experiment No. 7

I never intended to treat him any different from my other experiments. When I first met him I assessed him and decided on my strategy to break him just like I had done with all his predecessors. He was nothing … Continue reading

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Remarkable Floggers… A Collection

So I was skipping through the endless diversity of handmade BDSM tools on Etsy, and from time to time really interesting floggers caught my eye. Because I couldn’t choose which shop to feature, I’ve made a collection-pic once again… And … Continue reading

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Forniphilia… Erotic Human Furniture

Forniphilia is a sexual paraphilia in which one gets aroused by using -or being used by- other people as furniture. It actually exists, and I may be suffering from it… For sure is that the idea of having human furniture … Continue reading

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