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Sick And Tired
I think this time I am actually, physically sick. But it might also be aggravated stress due to being badly prepared for my retake exams (which start this saturday). In any case, I’m a mess. My eyes are all bloodshot, … Continue reading
Posted in Insanity
Tagged care, dark thoughts, exams, exhaustion, headache, help, insane, insanity, insomnia, mad, madness, mental, mental illness, pain, psychosis, retake exams, schizophrenia, sick, sickness, sleep, stress, study, tired, tiredness
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A Little Light-Headed… Pill Lamps
This week has been hard on me, and next week (when classes start again) it’ll be even worse. My sanity is currently hanging by a thin, medication-induced thread… As I usually feature items that appeal to my state of mind, I thought … Continue reading
Posted in Design
Tagged Aalto University, Abel Groenewolt, antidepressants, Cesare Casati, chill pill, design, designer, drugs, Emanuele Ponzio, home decor, insane, insanity, insomna, Kikkerland, Kikkerland Chill Pill, lamp, Lauri Lemmenlehti, lighting, mad, madness, medication, mental, mental illness, mental patient, pill, pill lamps, Pill Light, Pillola, pills, prescription meds, psychosis, schizophrenia, sleep, The Pil, Thomas Wigmore
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The Burden Was A Joy…
Everything feels empty. I thought I would feel good after completing my Glorious Purpose, but it seems I do better when burdened with purpose than without. I completed all my exams, I’m not sure but I hope to have passed … Continue reading
Posted in Insanity
Tagged bad family, being a bad daughter, bizarre, crazy, Demon Mom, empty, evil, exhausted, exhaustion, family, family struggles, help, insane, insanity, lunatic, mad, madness, mean, mental, mental illness, mental patient, pain, painful, parental struggles, parents, psychiatrist, psychiatry, psychology, psychosis, sadness, schizophrenia, sick, sleep, strange, suicidal, suicide, tired, tiredness, ungrateful child, weird
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Too Lengthy And Not Glorious At All
You read the title. That’s my verdict so far on battle with a Glorious Purpose. I haven’t slept for two days now. That’s 48 hours of no sleep at all, more or less. And the worst part is… I haven’t … Continue reading
Posted in Insanity
Tagged coward, crazy, depression, exam stres, exams, exhausted, Glorious Purpose, help, help me, ill, insane, insanity, insomnia, lunatic, mad, madness, mental, mental illness, mental patient, not going to make it, pain, psychiatrist, psychiatry, psychology, psychosis, psychotic, s suicide, sadness, schizophrenia, sick, sleep, strange, stress, suicide, tired, tired of life, tiredness, want to sleep, weird
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I’m Giving Up…
It is official, I have no character at all. I tried to go cold turkey on all my meds at the same time, because my parents say that A) all my problems come from my meds and B) if you’re … Continue reading
Posted in Insanity
Tagged bizarre, characterless, crazy, exhausted, giving up, help, help me, illness, insane, insanity, insomnia, lunatic, mad, madness, medication withdrawal, mental, mental health, mental illness, mental patient, no character, pain, painful, pills, psychiatrist, psychiatry, psychology, psychosis, psychotic, sadness, schizophrenia, sick, sleep, strange, suicide, tired, weird
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QP’s Cupcake Collection #8
So.. It’s late at night and I can’t sleep, so instead of doing what I usually do when I find myself in that situation (eat, watch porn, watch horror movies, watch horror porn movies) I have decided to use my … Continue reading
Posted in Cooking
Tagged art, awesome, bakery, baking, bizarre, cookery, cooking, cool, crazy, cupcake, cupcakes, cute, delicious, design, eating, food, funny, horror movies, horror porn, insane, insanity, late at night, lunatic, mad, madness, mental, mental illness, mental patient, psychiatrist, psychiatry, psychology, psychosis, QP's Cupcake Collection, schizophrenia, sick, sleep, strange, style, stylish, wacky, weird
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Oblivion…
Come to me…
Posted in Art, Insanity
Tagged amazing, art, asian, beauty, bizarre, cute, dark, emotional, exposure, eyes, Fashion, fashion photography, fashionable, geisha, insane, insanity, lace, lace mask, love, lunatic, mad, madness, mental, mental illness, mental patient, oblivion, pain, photography, psychiatrist, psychiatry, psychology, psychosis, red lips, sadness, sexy, sick, sleep, strange, style, touching, weird
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Surrealism…
So I painted my strange dream on canvas… This is my most recurring dream, together with a rose I got from someone very dear to me. My life feels surreal these days; somewhere between waking and sleeping, all the … Continue reading
Posted in Art, Insanity
Tagged amnesia, art, arts, bizarre, clocks, crazy, DID, dissociated, dissociation, dreaming, dreams, floating, illustration, in-between, insane, insanity, losing time, lunatic, mad, madness, mental, mental illness, mental patient, obligation, pain, painting, photography, psychiatrist, psychiatry, psychology, psychosis, recurring dreams, responsibility, Rose, sadness, sick, sleep, strange, suicide, surreal, surrealism, time, tired, tiredness, unreal, weird
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Strange Thoughts
I am tired… You wondered what I dream, what crosses my mind? Let me show you. Exhaustion, but no sleep. And always that feeling… that feeling someone is watching you… I thought… I used to think it was gone… But … Continue reading
Posted in Insanity
Tagged algebra, asylum, crazy, exhaustion, eyes, fear, fever, following, hallucination, hallucinations, hiding, insane, insanity, lunatic, mad, madhouse, madness, math, mental, mental hospital, mental illness, mental patient, pain, psychiatric clinic, psychiatrist, psychiatry, psychosis, sick, silence, sleep, strange, uncertainty principle, watching, weird
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