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Amusement…

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The Selfishly Submissive Sadist

Sometimes I wonder about my desires. My “kink” so to say. I used to describe it as “Algolagnia”. Love of pain, both giving and taking it. It’s hard defining myself as a submissive or Dominant, or even as a Switch. … Continue reading

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To Create A Universe From Nothing… Esthetics Over Ethics?

The mathematical rules of the universe are visible to men in the form of beauty.               (John Michel) Esthetics and Ethics share a lot of letters, but further not too much, I have learned. My … Continue reading

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I Am Not A Fake Person, Pt.2

This is me. Take it or leave it. Just a short list of facts about Quantumphysica. I like most music, from ABBA, Cher and Tracey Ullmann to Lady Gaga, dEUS, Pulse and The Beat, Voltaire, Mad At Gravity, Hooverphonic, Metallica, … Continue reading

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I Am Not A Fake Person, Pt. 1

Yesterday I received one of the worst insults in quite some time, and it came from my psychiatrist, of all people. We were talking, and then she casually asked if I pretended to be different from how I actually am … Continue reading

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Return of the Psychosis… Another Sequel?

I have been feeling awful lately. Before all this started I used to think that when you feel bad you can snap out of it, because the bad feeling is “internal”, it’s you who’s feeling bad, not the world around … Continue reading

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On Polygamy and Experimenting

I was a polygamist for quite some time. My Experiments are numbered for a reason; many of them took place simultaneously. Although I wasn’t really dissatisfied with this approach, these days I am giving monogamy a try, and that has … Continue reading

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