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Misery Business…

I hate my period. No, hate is not strong enough a word. I loathe it. I abhor it. I detest it. My period is a monthly recurring onslaught of general mental instability, insomnia, paranoia, panic attacks and irrational anger. Not to … Continue reading

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Weaponizing Kindness

Or, how to make a strength out of a (perceived) weakness.  If you read my past post about my gifted scientist friend V., you know that I was pretty miffed when she named kindness and patience as my most admirable qualities. It … Continue reading

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Small Life Update…

Exam Progress: 4/6 Possible Passed Exams So Far: 2/6 Utter Fails So Far: 2/6 Next Exam: June 23 Paranoia: Way off the fucking charts. (Thank you V.) Hallucinations: Thankfully just noise and not spiders. Exhaustion: Past the point of needing a flat surface … Continue reading

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Doom.

It lies on my shoulders like a yoke. It clenches my heart like a fist. It’s fear, constant nagging fear, and I don’t know of what. I wish I could let go, but I can’t. Something bad is going to … Continue reading

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Memento Mori Monday: Coral Cutlery

It’s monday again! This week’s Memento Mori is practical in many ways, but mostly it shows us a practical way of “thinking on death” that I hadn’t touched upon before. Back in the days (we’re talking 15th, 16th century here) … Continue reading

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Who Cares If I Didn’t Do It?

So there is something going on in my family. I don’t know what it is, I just know that something is seriously wrong. I noticed it right when I came downstairs for dinner; every fork scraping a plate sounded like … Continue reading

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#DemonMom, An Analysis

Something that I have been discussing with my psychiatrist a lot is my mother, or #DemonMom as she is known on my Twitter feed. It is an unfair title that I have dealt her, rather childish in fact. My mother … Continue reading

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For as far as there was any doubt left… America is a crazy country.

So, lately I was browsing funny photos on some random site, and I encountered a rather… unusual school entrance. Let me show you… Yes. No drugs, no smoking, no pets, no firearms, no BODY ARMOR (Why the hell?)… I’m rather … Continue reading

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QP’s Psychosis Diary Part II

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On Opportunism and Altruism…

I am an opportunist. And I am not ashamed of it. Opportunism can be found in the dictionary as the taking of opportunities as and when they arise, regardless of planning or principle, and that is exactly what I do. I have been accused of mis-and abusing people, things … Continue reading

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