Tag Archives: obsession

And you will be behind me.

I have met her in my dreams and the wind recounts now the words of our tale; loose letters on the currents and a heart of stone and fire. He dwelt mostly in my shadow a secret I would deny … Continue reading

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Enthusiasm Or Obsession?

I don’t know if there is a good term for it. When I describe it, I would use terms as “addictive” and “obsessive” personality, but those sound incorrect and don’t really cover the load. The issue is this: I am … Continue reading

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(I’m Not Fine.)

I’m not. Really not. I don’t want to live my life feeling nothing but this. THIS. This empty, useless, non-purposeful type of monotony and apathy. I don’t. But I’m bound, I’m tied, I’m stuck. I hate loving people. My bruises … Continue reading

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In Memoriam: Das Machin (My Calculator)

So yes, I am doing an in memoriam post for an object. A calculator. My calculator to be precise. A slightly battered TI-84 with my name engraved in the back. Das Machin, as I nicknamed him. Today I have said … Continue reading

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A Big Black Hole And A Cherry Tree (Psychosis Pics)

Sometimes there are no words to explain a feeling. This place is the place where all my happiest memories were made. The place where all my dreams were conceived. The last place where I was free of schizoid sorrow. I … Continue reading

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Love. A peak into my psychotic mind…

This is something I made a wile ago, a few days before my admission, when I was completely delusional. I recently found it again… Thought it was interesting to share…

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Movie Quote #1: How I have loved…

I don’t know which movie this comes from… But it is oh so true. 

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Me@TheMadhouse: Tests, Amnesia and a Stalker

Hi there my dear followers, it is time for the review of my day at the madhouse! Multiple days actually, because it has been quite some time since the last time I did a review. A lot has happened. To … Continue reading

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The Anatomy of Hatred turned to Love

I know about love. Love, the word with the big letter L, the one thing people spread around like a fucking stop-word and yet seem so hesitant to declare. Love, the drug, the passion, the fire, the feeling down there … Continue reading

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