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And you will be behind me.
I have met her in my dreams and the wind recounts now the words of our tale; loose letters on the currents and a heart of stone and fire. He dwelt mostly in my shadow a secret I would deny … Continue reading
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Tagged and you will be behind me, art, beloved, broken, Doom, doomed romance, hidden, insane, insanity, lies, love, mad, madness, mental, mental illness, obsession, pain, poem, poetry, psychiatry, red lips, sadness, schizophrenia, wandering
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Enthusiasm Or Obsession?
I don’t know if there is a good term for it. When I describe it, I would use terms as “addictive” and “obsessive” personality, but those sound incorrect and don’t really cover the load. The issue is this: I am … Continue reading
Posted in Insanity
Tagged awkward, bizarre, color, crazy, depression, dropping low, enthusiasm, greyscale, insane, insanity, lunatic, mad, madness, mental, mental illness, mental patient, obsession, pain, psychiatrist, psychiatry, psychology, psychosis, sadness, schizophrenia, sick, strange, weird
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In Memoriam: Das Machin (My Calculator)
So yes, I am doing an in memoriam post for an object. A calculator. My calculator to be precise. A slightly battered TI-84 with my name engraved in the back. Das Machin, as I nicknamed him. Today I have said … Continue reading
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Tagged awkward, broken dreams, calculating, calculator, crazy, depression, dreams, faithful companion, illness, in memoriam, insane, insanity, lunatic, mad, madness, math, mathematical solution, mathematics, mental, mental illness, mental patient, missing, numbers, obsession, odd, old life, physics, psychiatrist, psychiatry, psychology, psychosis, purse handbag, sadness, schizophrenia, science, sick, TI-84, weird
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A Big Black Hole And A Cherry Tree (Psychosis Pics)
Sometimes there are no words to explain a feeling. This place is the place where all my happiest memories were made. The place where all my dreams were conceived. The last place where I was free of schizoid sorrow. I … Continue reading
Posted in Art, Insanity
Tagged art, bizarre, black hole, cherry tree, crazy, delusion, design, France, heartbroken, hole in my heart, insane, insanity, love, lovers, lunacy, lunatic, mad, madness, memories, mental, mental illness, mental patient, nature, nude, obsession, pain, painful, photography, physics, psychiatrist, psychiatry, psychology, psychosis, psychotic, sadness, schizoid, schizophrenia, sick, sorrow, strange, travel, vacation, weird
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Love. A peak into my psychotic mind…
This is something I made a wile ago, a few days before my admission, when I was completely delusional. I recently found it again… Thought it was interesting to share…
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Tagged art, bizarre, crazy, creativity, delusion, delusional, desire, disappointment, emotion, emotional, help, ill, inhuman strength, insane, insanity, insomnia, love, lunatic, mad, madness, mental, mental illness, mental patient, obsessed with physics, obsession, obsessive love, pain, painful, physics, poetry, psychiatrist, psychiatry, psychology, psychosis, psychotic rambling, sadness, science, sick, strange, suffering, suicide, weird
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Movie Quote #1: How I have loved…
I don’t know which movie this comes from… But it is oh so true.
Posted in Insanity
Tagged abuse, delusion, grief, hallucination, imagination, insane, insanity, loss, love, lovers, mania, math, mathematics, medication, mental, mental illness, mental patient, obsession, other world, overactive imagination, pain, Parallel Universe, physics, psychiatrist, psychiatry, psychosis, realization, romance, sadness, schizoid, schizophrenia, science, sick, stigma, strange, trauma, unusual, weird
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Me@TheMadhouse: Tests, Amnesia and a Stalker
Hi there my dear followers, it is time for the review of my day at the madhouse! Multiple days actually, because it has been quite some time since the last time I did a review. A lot has happened. To … Continue reading
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Tagged amnesia, asylum, date, date disaster, depersonalization, depression, derealization, insane, insanity, love, lunatic, mad, madhouse, madness, memory loss, mental, mental hospital, mental illness, mental patient, obsession, obsessive, psychiatric clinic, psychiatrist, psychiatry, psychological tests, psychology, psychosis, psychotic, relationship, sex, sick, stalker, stalking, strange, testing, tests, weird
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The Anatomy of Hatred turned to Love
I know about love. Love, the word with the big letter L, the one thing people spread around like a fucking stop-word and yet seem so hesitant to declare. Love, the drug, the passion, the fire, the feeling down there … Continue reading
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Tagged abuse, asylum, avidity, bipolarity, blood, crazy, delusion, depression, gore, hate, hatred, hatred turned to love, hell, insane, insanity, love, mad, madhouse, madness, mental, mental hospital, mental illness, mental patient, obsession, pain, painful, passion, physics, psychiatric clinic, psychiatrist, psychiatry, psychosis, science, sex, sick, strange, weird
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