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Fire And Ice
Posted in Literature
Tagged anger, bizarre, depression, desire, destruction, fire, hate, hunger, ice, insane, insanity, literature, mad, madness, mental, mental illness, mental patient, need, pain, painful, poem, poetry, Robert Frost, sadness, schizophrenia, suffering, unsettling
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Selfishly Social: An Essay On The Need For Contact
Selfishly Social: An Essay On The Need For Contact Why do we need others? We do, it is a proven fact. Lacking instincts, we need exposure to others than ourself to learn even the most basic life skills. Humans learn through … Continue reading
Posted in Philosophy
Tagged autism, being social, child development, depression, deprivation, essay, evolution, friendship, hierarchy, human condition, insane, insanity, isolation, loneliness, mad, madness, making friends, mental deterioration, mental illness, mental patient, need, neglect, peer pressure, philosophy, popularity, psychiatry, psychology, psychopathy, psychosis, research, sadness, schizophrenia, self image, self worth, self-fulfillment, social, social contact, social isolation, weakness
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Back And Crying
Yes I am back. I know I said I would not return until after the exams, but I’m a hopeless case and I need a bit of support somehow. Pathetic isn’t it? The exams are prodding at my psychotic nature, … Continue reading
Posted in Insanity
Tagged crazy, depression, exam stress, exams, fear, help, incarceration, insane, insanity, lunatic, mad, madness, mental, mental illness, mental patient, need, pain, painful, psychiatrist, psychiatry, psychology, psychosis, sadness, schizophrenia, sick, strange, stress, suicide, weird
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Lust…
Oh, how I lust this night, my blood ran cold in icy shivers of delight. Oh this pain I’m in, how I need her touch reminding me, the haggard breath of sin. Take me whole and ever more, mark my … Continue reading
Posted in Sex
Tagged agent provocateur, animal, art, awesome, BDSM, bizarre, blood, crazy, desire, dominance, Fashion, fornicating, fucking, hot, insane, insanity, lingerie, lunatic, lust, mad, madness, mental, mental illness, mental patient, murder, need, pain, photography, poetry, psychiatrist, psychiatry, psychology, psychosis, schizophrenia, sex, sexual, sexy, sick, strange, weird
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Blood, An Almost-Victim, An Aching Need… My Night So Far
I hate my period. Period. Everything’s just worse then. Apparently bleeding from my intimate orifices makes me lust for blood even more than usual, so much more that I might do stupid things. I almost put an ad on a … Continue reading
Posted in Insanity
Tagged awkward, BDSM, bizarre, crazy, cutting, depression, desire, headache, help, insane, insanity, insomnia, knife play, lunatic, mad, madness, menstruation, mental, mental illness, mental patient, murder, need, needing help, Normal Life, pain, pain play, parental trouble, period, psychiatrist, psychiatry, psychology, psychosis, qp, sadness, schizoid, schizophrenia, self harm, sex, sick, strange, style, trigger, unorthodox urges, weird
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Why the Madhouse is just like my Parents… NOT!
So. Why is the Madhouse like my parents? Well… Both at the Madhouse and at my Parents’ they treat me like a child. Why ISN’T the Madhouse like my Parents? Because they take a different aim to it. In the … Continue reading
Posted in Insanity
Tagged adult, childish, crazy, feeling bad, get it together, growing up, help, insane, insanity, lunatic, mad, madhouse, madness, man up, mental, mental illness, mental institution, mental pain, mental patient, need, pain, painful, parenthood, parents, psychiatric hospital, psychiatry, psychology, psychosis, psychotic, ranting, sad, sadness, schizophrenia, sick, underage, unemancipated
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Return of the Psychosis… Another Sequel?
I have been feeling awful lately. Before all this started I used to think that when you feel bad you can snap out of it, because the bad feeling is “internal”, it’s you who’s feeling bad, not the world around … Continue reading
Posted in Insanity
Tagged afraid, algolagnia, bad feelings, black beast, crazy, depression, fear, help, humiliation, hurting, insane, insanity, irrational sense, lunatic, mad, madness, mental, mental illness, mental pain, mental patient, murder, need, pain, painful, psychiatrist, psychiatry, psychology, psychopath, psychosis, psychotic, psychotic breakdown, sadism, sadist, sadness, scared, schizophrenia, schizophrenic, sick, strange, stress, suffering, suicide, suicide note, suicide plans, urges, weird
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