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A Memory Of Insecurity

Lately I’ve been having “feminist” conversations with people, mostly on the topic of street harassment. Discussing that brought back an old memory… and despite it being not my proudest moment, I felt I had to share it here. … Let’s … Continue reading

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Fire And Ice

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Fantasy…

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Selfishly Social: An Essay On The Need For Contact

Selfishly Social: An Essay On The Need For Contact Why do we need others? We do, it is a proven fact. Lacking instincts, we need exposure to others than ourself to learn even the most basic life skills. Humans learn through … Continue reading

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Back And Crying

Yes I am back. I know I said I would not return until after the exams, but I’m a hopeless case and I need a bit of support somehow. Pathetic isn’t it? The exams are prodding at my psychotic nature, … Continue reading

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Lust…

Oh, how I lust this night, my blood ran cold in icy shivers of delight. Oh this pain I’m in, how I need her touch reminding me, the haggard breath of sin. Take me whole and ever more, mark my … Continue reading

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Blood, An Almost-Victim, An Aching Need… My Night So Far

I hate my period. Period. Everything’s just worse then. Apparently bleeding from my intimate orifices makes me lust for blood even more than usual, so much more that I might do stupid things. I almost put an ad on a … Continue reading

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Why the Madhouse is just like my Parents… NOT!

So. Why is the Madhouse like my parents? Well… Both at the Madhouse and at my Parents’ they treat me like a child. Why ISN’T the Madhouse like my Parents? Because they take a different aim to it. In the … Continue reading

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Return of the Psychosis… Another Sequel?

I have been feeling awful lately. Before all this started I used to think that when you feel bad you can snap out of it, because the bad feeling is “internal”, it’s you who’s feeling bad, not the world around … Continue reading

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The amusement value of murder; or why I will lie to my psychiatrist

I have mentioned my “urges” as I call them every now and then, without really explaining what they are to me. That is what I will do now. In a few words: my urges tend towards murder and extreme sadism. … Continue reading

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