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The Problem With Monogamy
I’m a sexual person. I love sex, and sexual/physical things in general, and I have very little inherent shame when it comes to my body, my sexuality, and the people around me. I have always considered this a good thing, and … Continue reading
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Tagged appreciation, awkward, bizarre, crazy, desire, Experiment No. 7, friendship, insane, insanity, intimacy, love, lovers, mad, madness, mental, mental illness, mental patient, monogamy, physical intimacy, polyamory, polygamy, romance, schizophrenia, sex, sexual, sexuality, shame, strange, weird
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Sleep…
One day you will put me to sleep, and autumn leaves will be my blanket, my head to rest on earth’s lap. One day you will put me to sleep, and I will close my eyes willingly. My soul will … Continue reading
Posted in Insanity, Uncategorized
Tagged art, awesome, awkward, bizarre, crazy, creepy, death, insane, insanity, literature, love, lovers, lunatic, mad, madness, mental, mental illness, mental patient, murder, photography, poem, poetry, psychiatrist, psychiatry, psychology, psychosis, romance, sadness, schizophrenia, sick, strange, weird
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There is so much I should not…
There is so much I should not. I can’t help it, I try to concentrate on the mundane, the physical, the down-to-earth and the real, the things everyone tells me are real. But I want to dance again. I miss … Continue reading
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Tagged awkward, bizarre, broken heart, brokenhearted, crazy, depression, desire, desperate, hearing music, insane, insanity, lonely, love, lovers, lunatic, mad, madness, math, mathematics, mental, mental illness, mental patient, missing you, pain, physics, psychiatrist, psychiatry, psychology, psychosis, sad, sadness, schizophrenia, sick, strange, suicide, universe, weird
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Lessons Part VII
It were little things, but slowly, steadily, I felt how I changed. Little things, the way I stood, spoke, dressed and even the way I held a glass. He was never angry with me, but he had a certain authority … Continue reading
Posted in Literature
Tagged abuse, abusive relationship, awkward, bizarre, crazy, cute, desire, dominant, hot, insane, insanity, Lessons, literature, loss, love, lover, lovers, lunatic, mad, madness, mental, mental illness, mental patient, pain, painful, physics, psychiatrist, psychiatry, psychology, psychosis, romance, sadness, schizophrenia, science, sex, sexual, sick, strange, suicide, tragedy, weird
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The Half-A-Year-Mark; Looking back on Experiment No. 7
I never intended to treat him any different from my other experiments. When I first met him I assessed him and decided on my strategy to break him just like I had done with all his predecessors. He was nothing … Continue reading
Posted in Insanity
Tagged awkward, BDSM, desire, dominant, emotion, emotional pain, Experiment No. 7, experimenting, fear, fearful, hope, hurt, insane, insanity, love, lovers, lunatic, mad, madness, mental, mental illness, mental patient, pain, painful, psychiatrist, psychiatry, psychology, psychopathy, psychosis, relationship, romance, sadness, schizophrenia, sex, sick, strange, submissive, switch, torture, toxic partner, weird
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Lessons Part VI
As if my little question about where he lived had stirred something, we started meeting in other places than just the library. We “went public”, and I saw people I knew watch us, and I knew questions would follow… but … Continue reading
Posted in Literature
Tagged abuse, bizarre, crazy, desire, domination, fiction, hurt, insane, insanity, Lessons, literature, love, lovers, lunatic, mad, madness, mental, mental illness, mental patient, pain, painful, physics, psychiatrist, psychiatry, psychology, psychosis, romance, romantic, sadness, schizophrenia, science, sex, sexual, sick, strange, suicide, weird
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Lessons Part V
‘Catherine?’ He stood on the patio, as usual neatly dressed in his usual beige suit. I held my breath… God, what was he beautiful. I had to strain myself to keep hiding behind a cherry tree. ‘Catherine… Where are you, … Continue reading
Posted in Insanity, Literature
Tagged bizarre, crazy, cute, depression, desire, despair, dominance, fiction, insane, insanity, Lessons, literature, love, lovers, lunatic, mad, madness, memories, mental, mental illness, mental patient, missing you, pain, painful, psychiatrist, psychiatry, psychology, psychosis, romance, sadness, schizophrenia, sex, sick, story, strange, suicide, weird
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On Polygamy and Experimenting
I was a polygamist for quite some time. My Experiments are numbered for a reason; many of them took place simultaneously. Although I wasn’t really dissatisfied with this approach, these days I am giving monogamy a try, and that has … Continue reading
Posted in Insanity
Tagged annoyed, BDSM, bizarre, cheating, crazy, dating, desire, emotional, emotions, experiment, experimenting on humans, hurt feelings, insane, insanity, love, lovers, lunatic, mad, madness, mental, mental illness, mental patient, pain, painful, philosophy, polygamous, polygamy, possessive, psychiatrist, psychiatry, psychology, psychosis, romance, sadism, sadist, sadness, schizophrenia, sick, strange, weird
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Lessons Part IV
He had called a cab to drive us to the train station. I loaded my small bag proudly into the trunk of the car, and it may have been my imagination but I think he nodded approvingly when he saw … Continue reading
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Tagged abusive relationship, awkward, BDSM, bizarre, cherry orchard, crazy, dear catherine, desire, dominance, dominant, exhibitionism, fiction, insane, insanity, Lessons, literature, love, love lessons, lovers, lunatic, mad, madness, math, mathematics, mental, mental illness, pain, painful, painfull, physics, psychiatrist, psychiatry, psychology, psychosis, romance, sadness, science, sex, sexual, strange, vacation, weird
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