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Lessons Part VII
It were little things, but slowly, steadily, I felt how I changed. Little things, the way I stood, spoke, dressed and even the way I held a glass. He was never angry with me, but he had a certain authority … Continue reading
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Lessons Part VI
As if my little question about where he lived had stirred something, we started meeting in other places than just the library. We “went public”, and I saw people I knew watch us, and I knew questions would follow… but … Continue reading
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Lessons Part V
‘Catherine?’ He stood on the patio, as usual neatly dressed in his usual beige suit. I held my breath… God, what was he beautiful. I had to strain myself to keep hiding behind a cherry tree. ‘Catherine… Where are you, … Continue reading
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Tagged bizarre, crazy, cute, depression, desire, despair, dominance, fiction, insane, insanity, Lessons, literature, love, lovers, lunatic, mad, madness, memories, mental, mental illness, mental patient, missing you, pain, painful, psychiatrist, psychiatry, psychology, psychosis, romance, sadness, schizophrenia, sex, sick, story, strange, suicide, weird
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Lessons Part IV
He had called a cab to drive us to the train station. I loaded my small bag proudly into the trunk of the car, and it may have been my imagination but I think he nodded approvingly when he saw … Continue reading
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Tagged abusive relationship, awkward, BDSM, bizarre, cherry orchard, crazy, dear catherine, desire, dominance, dominant, exhibitionism, fiction, insane, insanity, Lessons, literature, love, love lessons, lovers, lunatic, mad, madness, math, mathematics, mental, mental illness, pain, painful, painfull, physics, psychiatrist, psychiatry, psychology, psychosis, romance, sadness, science, sex, sexual, strange, vacation, weird
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Lessons Part III
We knew each other for approximately four weeks, in which we had spent quite some time together, when he asked a very unusual question. He never asked me questions unless they considered my language skills, so the occasion alone had … Continue reading
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Lessons Part II
When he started teaching me his language, I didn’t even know his name. We never made appointments, we never set hours or targets. It was casual, pleasantly without obligation. I went to the library every day, knowing I would find … Continue reading
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Lessons Part I (QP’s first attempt at meaningful fiction)
This story is called “Lessons” for many reasons. It is deeply personal in a way, and writing it was very therapeutic. I simply post the first part, if you appreciate it I will post more. If not, I won’t bother … Continue reading
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