Tag Archives: killing

Musings On Object And Subject In Murder

Here I am again, talking about one of my favorite subjects: murder! To me, there are two states of mind in which one can commit the act of murder. I’m not talking about emotion or motivation here, merely the state of … Continue reading

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To Create A Universe From Nothing… Esthetics Over Ethics?

The mathematical rules of the universe are visible to men in the form of beauty.               (John Michel) Esthetics and Ethics share a lot of letters, but further not too much, I have learned. My … Continue reading

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I will wake with me a kingdom…

They say blood is ticker than water. Perhaps it is. I wouldn’t know. All I know is that the blood I shed weighs heavier in the scale than the tears they made me cry. Water is transparent, transparent and unnoticed … Continue reading

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Why I am as I am…some thoughts

Why am I as I am? Today I spoke to a new psychiatrist. I don’t know what to do with her yet; the different parts of my personality all have their proper opinion on her and that way it’s difficult … Continue reading

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About honesty and panic, or why you SHOULD lie to your psychiatrist

So here I am again, with my urges. In my other post I asked you for advice; to lie or not to lie about having murderous tendencies. I decided to go with honesty. Truth fears no questions, as they say. … Continue reading

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The amusement value of murder; or why I will lie to my psychiatrist

I have mentioned my “urges” as I call them every now and then, without really explaining what they are to me. That is what I will do now. In a few words: my urges tend towards murder and extreme sadism. … Continue reading

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Excerpt from the Torture Book: To Mess With Wrong People

This is an excerpt from my personal “Torture Book”. I write in it to relax and for other, more pleasant purposes. This one was written “in honor” of a girl called Andrea, that really got me started back at the … Continue reading

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Secrets…

I keep things secret and secrets always tend to turn up…

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QP is Back in Business!

So maybe you noticed, but this blog hasn’t been updated in three weeks. I was gone to France, to the internet-less wasteland of the Provence… Okay, actually it was really beautiful there, but every place with no internet counts as … Continue reading

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Musings over a knife

Yesterday at the IKEA I was completely taken aback by the variety of cook’s knives available… I felt aroused. I couldn’t top thinking about what it must be like to let them touch a human body. Teasingly at first, tracing … Continue reading

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