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Sick And Tired

I think this time I am actually, physically sick. But it might also be aggravated stress due to being badly prepared for my retake exams (which start this saturday). In any case, I’m a mess. My eyes are all bloodshot, … Continue reading

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Small Life Update…

Exam Progress: 4/6 Possible Passed Exams So Far: 2/6 Utter Fails So Far: 2/6 Next Exam: June 23 Paranoia: Way off the fucking charts. (Thank you V.) Hallucinations: Thankfully just noise and not spiders. Exhaustion: Past the point of needing a flat surface … Continue reading

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Too Lengthy And Not Glorious At All

You read the title. That’s my verdict so far on battle with a Glorious Purpose. I haven’t slept for two days now. That’s 48 hours of no sleep at all, more or less. And the worst part is… I haven’t … Continue reading

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I’m Giving Up…

It is official, I have no character at all. I tried to go cold turkey on all my meds at the same time, because my parents say that A) all my problems come from my meds and B)  if you’re … Continue reading

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Blood, An Almost-Victim, An Aching Need… My Night So Far

I hate my period. Period. Everything’s just worse then. Apparently bleeding from my intimate orifices makes me lust for blood even more than usual, so much more that I might do stupid things. I almost put an ad on a … Continue reading

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The Authority of Normality… and me.

This morning I got pulled out of bed after only 1,5 hours of barely-there sleep for some mental torture by the hand of Saint Irratia Normality (also known as the Authority of Normality, AKA my mother). It would take me … Continue reading

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Sex, Transvestites and Sleeping Pills… My Weekend So Far

I’m back again… I am very much aware of the fact that my schizophrenia is acting up again… I only have to read the last post before this one to see that. It is slightly -who am I kidding, it’s … Continue reading

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Psychotic Early Morning Rant

I can’t sleep. It’s 5 am here and I haven’t slept in two days straight now. And I’m so pissed. Really, I’m so fucking pissed at people with their sorry stories about how their life was so terrible and that’s … Continue reading

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Love. A peak into my psychotic mind…

This is something I made a wile ago, a few days before my admission, when I was completely delusional. I recently found it again… Thought it was interesting to share…

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