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Tag Archives: Experiment No. 7
#LifeUnderTheDoom, Day 22: Cosplay And Compromise
FACTS (the largest geek convention in the Benelux) was last weekend, and I had a whole scheme worked out with Experiment No.7 and a couple other co-conspirators to get me there, in cosplay, without my parents knowing. It was a … Continue reading
Posted in Cosplay, Insanity
Tagged bitchy ex girlfriend, breakup, convention, cosplay, crazy, cute, Exhibit K., Experiment No. 7, FACTS 2014, friendship, getting your shit together, insane, insanity, Life Under The Doom, love, mad, madness, mental, mental illness, pericoronitis, psychiatry, relationship doubts, romance, schizophrenia, trouble
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The Problem With Monogamy
I’m a sexual person. I love sex, and sexual/physical things in general, and I have very little inherent shame when it comes to my body, my sexuality, and the people around me. I have always considered this a good thing, and … Continue reading
Posted in Sex
Tagged appreciation, awkward, bizarre, crazy, desire, Experiment No. 7, friendship, insane, insanity, intimacy, love, lovers, mad, madness, mental, mental illness, mental patient, monogamy, physical intimacy, polyamory, polygamy, romance, schizophrenia, sex, sexual, sexuality, shame, strange, weird
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Braiding Experiments: A Memoriam
What do you do when your boyfriend is prettier has prettier hair than you? Experiment No.7, owner of the prettiest hair outside of L’Oreal commercials and fantasy movies, cut his tresses back to a little less than shoulder length, much to my dismay. It’s … Continue reading
Posted in Fashion, Humor
Tagged androgyny, awkward, bad hair day, beautiful, beauty, bizarre, boyfriend, braid styles, braiding, braids, crazy, cute, elven hair, Experiment No. 7, Fashion, fashionable, Fingon, funny, glorious hair, growing out your hair, hair, hair care, hair style, hilarious, humor, insane, insanity, Legolas, LOL, long haired buys, love, mad, madness, pretty, psychiatrist, strange, style, stylish, weird, wigs
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Doubts… An Inquiry Into My Relationship With Experiment No.7
I don’t know how to write about this, yet I feel I have to. This is a call for advice to people more experienced than me. I don’t know what to do anymore. I’m having relationship doubts. When I met Experiment … Continue reading
Posted in Insanity
Tagged advice needed, affection, boyfriend, break-up, commitment, commitment issues, communication, cowardice, depression, doubts, ennui, expectations, Experiment No. 7, experimenting, girlfriend, help, importance, indifference, issues, laziness, loneliness, love, love of ease, mental illness, monogamy, painful, psychosis, relationship, relationship trouble, romance, schizophrenia, sex, trouble, unpleasant character, unrealistic expectation
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A Perfect Day…
Consists of: Daily basics (shower, clothes, makeup, breakfast, etc) Sex. being hand-fed tasty things. More sex. Taking a nap. Being spanked and whipped into oblivion, and/or bring the same on my partner. Taking another nap. Even more sex! Having favorite … Continue reading
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Tagged awesome, BDSM, bizarre, crazy, dominance, dominant, Experiment No. 7, great time, happiness, hot, insane, insanity, mad, madness, mental, mental illness, mental patient, perfect day, psychosis, schizophrenia, sex, sexual, slave boy, spanking, sub, switch, whipping
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A Schizophrenic’s Future… Thoughts On The “Later” I Might Never Have
So, if you follow this blog, you know I have schizophrenia. Which is, in the end, a disease that kills people. I am very aware of that. But I am also a young woman, attempting to get a diploma, trying … Continue reading
Posted in Insanity
Tagged awkward, brain damage, depression, despair, Experiment No. 7, fear, future plans, hope, hopeless, insane, insanity, mad, madness, mental, mental illness, mental patient, pain, psychiatry, psychology, psychosis, sad, sadness, schizophrenia, sick
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The Half-A-Year-Mark; Looking back on Experiment No. 7
I never intended to treat him any different from my other experiments. When I first met him I assessed him and decided on my strategy to break him just like I had done with all his predecessors. He was nothing … Continue reading
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Tagged awkward, BDSM, desire, dominant, emotion, emotional pain, Experiment No. 7, experimenting, fear, fearful, hope, hurt, insane, insanity, love, lovers, lunatic, mad, madness, mental, mental illness, mental patient, pain, painful, psychiatrist, psychiatry, psychology, psychopathy, psychosis, relationship, romance, sadness, schizophrenia, sex, sick, strange, submissive, switch, torture, toxic partner, weird
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