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Lessons Part VI

As if my little question about where he lived had stirred something, we started meeting in other places than just the library. We “went public”, and I saw people I knew watch us, and I knew questions would follow… but … Continue reading

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Forniphilia… Erotic Human Furniture

Forniphilia is a sexual paraphilia in which one gets aroused by using -or being used by- other people as furniture. It actually exists, and I may be suffering from it… For sure is that the idea of having human furniture … Continue reading

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Lessons Part III

We knew each other for approximately four weeks, in which we had spent quite some time together, when he asked a very unusual question. He never asked me questions unless they considered my language skills, so the occasion alone had … Continue reading

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Psychopath on a Fucking Daytrip

If your dirty mind interpreted that title as me going to have a lot of sex tonight and tomorrow… You are absolutely right. I’m currently writing this from the house of Experiment Nr. 7, and I can tell you this, … Continue reading

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Silence…

  I don’t need to hear your fear, I rather feel your pleasure…

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QP’s Toolbox is filling up…

So I have gotten myself another tool. A multifunctional one. I don’t quite know what I should call it; it’s not really a paddle and not really a cane… It goes by the name Annabelle. She’s slightly too inflexible to … Continue reading

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Taste…

I want to taste you…

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A Sweet Torture…

So. I just have to tell you this… I’m still all unsteady on my feet, slightly hazy even… I had an awesome experience with Number Seven today. For those who don’t know my “relational dynamics”, a short explanation… My problem/illness … Continue reading

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Inability to trust?

Hi there, This post is about trust, more specifically about the ability to trust someone. In all my romantic relationships I was the dominant one. It’s in (part of) my nature I think, even though my mental condition often makes … Continue reading

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Experiments of mine…

One was lonely, lonely like clay under my hands, lonely and desperate for a form of affection.  I was young, but my soul was older, old enough. His despair was my delight. Two was young, younger than the number time … Continue reading

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