Tag Archives: depressed

(I’m Not Fine.)

I’m not. Really not. I don’t want to live my life feeling nothing but this. THIS. This empty, useless, non-purposeful type of monotony and apathy. I don’t. But I’m bound, I’m tied, I’m stuck. I hate loving people. My bruises … Continue reading

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I’m Not Going To Make It.

I’m not going to make it. I don’t work, I waste my time, I haven’t studied any of my subjects properly, I’m going down without a fight. Coward’s death for a coward of the truest type. I want to die. … Continue reading

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Happiness…

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With no place in mind: an old psychotic poem of mine

With no place in mind, and no peace of mind… I’m looking, struggling, crying or making cry. I’m lost, not to be found, distress, put to the test and failed it nailed it done it all and would do again … Continue reading

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