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Tag Archives: delusion
Confusing Occurrences in QP’s Family Unit
Life has been incredibly confusing to me lately. I have recently reached the point where I ask myself how delusional I am, exactly. The issue? My Family Unit, as this group of people I happen to share both a house … Continue reading
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Tagged awkward, bizarre, crazy, delusion, delusional, family, family trouble, fear, help, insane, insanity, living with schizophrenia, lunatic, mad, madness, mental, mental illness, mental patient, pain, parental trouble, parents, psychiatrist, psychiatry, psychology, psychosis, raising kids, sadness, schizophrenia, sick, strange, unsafe, weird
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That Awkward Moment…
That Awkward Moment… You realize you’ve nicknamed the mental hospital in which you resided “Arkham”, even though it had no doctors even near as hot/sadist as Dr Crane; You find out you’re hungover because your alter ego thought it was … Continue reading
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Tagged awkward, awkward moment, bizarre, confession, confessions, crazy, delusion, funny, insane, insanity, lunatic, mad, madness, mental, mental illness, mental patient, murder, psychiatrist, psychiatry, psychology, psychosis, schizophrenia, sick, strange, That awkward moment, weird
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Fear, Pills and Bloodlust: An experiment
So yesterday I decided to do a little experiment. I didn’t take my pills yesterday. I will tell you what happened. At first, nothing. I started to forget I actually hadn’t taken them, just doing what I always do, that … Continue reading
Posted in Insanity
Tagged addict, bizarre, bloodlust, crazy, d rugs, delusion, fear, hallucination, horrible, insane, insanity, lunatic, mad, madness, medicaion, medicine, mental, mental illness, mental patient, pain, pills, psychiatrist, psychiatry, psychology, psychosis, sadness, schizoid, schizophrenia, sick, strange, suicide, thinking of suicide, trouble, weird
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On Opportunism and Altruism…
I am an opportunist. And I am not ashamed of it. Opportunism can be found in the dictionary as the taking of opportunities as and when they arise, regardless of planning or principle, and that is exactly what I do. I have been accused of mis-and abusing people, things … Continue reading
Posted in Philosophy
Tagged abuse, altruism, art, bad, bizarre, crazy, delusion, depression, ethics, evil, good, insane, insanity, lack of trust, life philosophy, lunatic, mad, madness, manipulation, mental, mental illness, mental patient, mistrusting, moral standards, morals, opportunism, pain, paranoia, philosophy, politics, psychiatrist, psychiatry, psychology, psychosis, quotes, relationships, religion, sadness, schizoid, schizophrenia, society, strange, using people, weird
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A Big Black Hole And A Cherry Tree (Psychosis Pics)
Sometimes there are no words to explain a feeling. This place is the place where all my happiest memories were made. The place where all my dreams were conceived. The last place where I was free of schizoid sorrow. I … Continue reading
Posted in Art, Insanity
Tagged art, bizarre, black hole, cherry tree, crazy, delusion, design, France, heartbroken, hole in my heart, insane, insanity, love, lovers, lunacy, lunatic, mad, madness, memories, mental, mental illness, mental patient, nature, nude, obsession, pain, painful, photography, physics, psychiatrist, psychiatry, psychology, psychosis, psychotic, sadness, schizoid, schizophrenia, sick, sorrow, strange, travel, vacation, weird
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Love. A peak into my psychotic mind…
This is something I made a wile ago, a few days before my admission, when I was completely delusional. I recently found it again… Thought it was interesting to share…
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Tagged art, bizarre, crazy, creativity, delusion, delusional, desire, disappointment, emotion, emotional, help, ill, inhuman strength, insane, insanity, insomnia, love, lunatic, mad, madness, mental, mental illness, mental patient, obsessed with physics, obsession, obsessive love, pain, painful, physics, poetry, psychiatrist, psychiatry, psychology, psychosis, psychotic rambling, sadness, science, sick, strange, suffering, suicide, weird
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Psychosis Photo Shoot: Me, My Delusion, A Camera.
These are just a few of the pics… courtesy of the Riemann Hypothesis and her… hostess, Quantumphysica The Insane… I don’t quite know what I’ve done, but when I was done I had make-up smeared all over my face and … Continue reading
Posted in Art, Insanity
Tagged amnesia, art, arts, awkward, beauty, bizarre, blackout, crazy, delusion, delusional, depression, derealization, DID, dissociation, dream, dreaming, Fashion, hallucination, insane, insanity, knife, lunatic, mad, madness, mental, mental illness, mental patient, pain, paranoia, photography, psychiatrist, psychiatry, psychology, psychosis, psychotic, Riemann Hypothesis, sadness, sick, strange, style, suicide, violence, waking dream, weird
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And Doom Made Her a Dress… My latest painting
First thing I did on my first day of being a useful and worthy daughter: make a huge surreal painting of my delusion, the Riemann Hypothesis. She was friendly enough to model for it (she may be imaginary, but she’s … Continue reading
Posted in Art, Insanity
Tagged acrylic paint, Alice in Wonderland, art, arts, bizarre, blood, chessboard, crazy, creativity, culture, cute, delusion, depression, distorted time, distortion, Doom, hearing voices, illustration, insane, insanity, lunatic, mad, madness, math, mental, mental illness, mental patient, odd, otherworldly, painting, paintings, photography, psychiatrist, psychiatry, psychology, psychosis, psychotic, Riemann Hypothesis, sadness, sick, strange, suicide, surreal painting, surrealism, time, unreal, weird
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Movie Quote #1: How I have loved…
I don’t know which movie this comes from… But it is oh so true.
Posted in Insanity
Tagged abuse, delusion, grief, hallucination, imagination, insane, insanity, loss, love, lovers, mania, math, mathematics, medication, mental, mental illness, mental patient, obsession, other world, overactive imagination, pain, Parallel Universe, physics, psychiatrist, psychiatry, psychosis, realization, romance, sadness, schizoid, schizophrenia, science, sick, stigma, strange, trauma, unusual, weird
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Algebra Strikes Again… (QP goes schizoid again)
Today I woke up on the floor of my bedroom, naked, surrounded with papers scribbled on with black pen. I held the pen in my hand, and I had drawn large scars all over myself. Probably the sensation of the … Continue reading
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Tagged algebra, algebra attack, algebraic, amnesia, axiom, axioms, bizarre, black pen, crazy, delusion, depression, group theory, insane, insanity, lunatic, mad, madness, math, mathematical, mathematics, mental, mental illness, mental patient, pain, psychiatrist, psychiatry, psychology, psychosis, sadness, schizoid, schizophrenia, sick, state of shock, strange, suicide, theorems, weird
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