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We’re All Mad Inhere on Twitter
- @dehairboss Couldn’t he isolate in a hotel room for a couple days before coming home from the concert? I get wantin… twitter.com/i/web/status/1… 3 weeks ago
- Apparently I've been on this hellsite screaming into the void for a whopping 10 tears. Who knew, right?… twitter.com/i/web/status/1… 7 months ago
- I'm trying. I'm trying to be a better person. But it's so hard when I feel like such a deserving target for cruelty… twitter.com/i/web/status/1… 8 months ago
- It's so hard to fight the urge to be cruel to myself. I see an opportunity, and it's like I'm a bully who spots the… twitter.com/i/web/status/1… 8 months ago
- I am so tired I could cry. Going to work tomorrow feels like punishment. I haven't relaxed. I haven't recharged. Th… twitter.com/i/web/status/1… 9 months ago
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Panic Attacks?
So. I have a new symptom, which I didn’t have before: panic attacks. I don’t know if it are actually panic attacks, but they sure make me panic. Sometimes it just happens, like a giant hand clutching and crushing me, … Continue reading →
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(I’m Not Fine.)
I’m not. Really not. I don’t want to live my life feeling nothing but this. THIS. This empty, useless, non-purposeful type of monotony and apathy. I don’t. But I’m bound, I’m tied, I’m stuck. I hate loving people. My bruises … Continue reading →
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Tagged awkward, crazy, crying, depressed, depression, insane, insanity, isolation, lost love, lunatic, mad, madness, mental, mental illness, mental patient, obsession, pain, painful, physics, psychiatrist, psychiatry, psychology, psychosis, sad, sadness, schizophrenia, science, sick, strange, style, stylish, suicide, weird, yearning for pain
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Tired of Everything.
I don’t want to feel like this anymore. I want it to stop. I want quiet. Please leave me alone. All I can do now is cry and I’m so tired. Why am I so tired? I am wallowing in … Continue reading →
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The Burden of Glorious Purpose
I have done my exam. The first of five. I went well, the professor was very kind and she said I did very well, and she also said the score on my papers would influence my results positively. I think … Continue reading →
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Tagged bizarre, crazy, crying, eternal sleep, exam stress, exams, fear, help, insane, insanity, lunatic, mad, madness, mental, mental illness, mental patient, need help, pain, painful, please help me, psychiatrist, psychiatry, psychology, psychosis, sadness, scared, schizophrenia, sick, sleep, strange, stress induced psychotic symptoms, suicide, weird
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QP and Her Life, and how they aren’t on the best of terms
Here I am again. Risen from the crevices that the combined ailments of fever, stomach flu and kidney stones turned out to be, here I am again. I wish there was no more to say than simply that I’m better, … Continue reading →
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Tagged awkward, crazy, crying, depression, illness, insane, insanity, life, life problems, lunatic, mad, madness, memories, mental, mental illness, mental patient, pain, painful, psychiatrist, psychiatry, psychology, psychosis, sad, sadness, schizophrenia, sick, strange, weird
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For Your Child In My Hands…
You are the bringer of rain for the dead. The hider of my secrets and the tears I shed. For all is love and love equals hate, I shall not perish ‘till you meet my fate. Desire to anguish and … Continue reading →
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Tagged abuse, agony, art, awkward, BDSM, bizarre, broken heart, crazy, crying, depression, insane, insanity, killer, love, lovers, lunatic, mad, madness, mental, mental illness, mental patient, murder, murderous, pain, painful, poem, poetry, psychiatrist, psychiatry, psychology, psychopathy, psychosis, rage, romance, sadness, schizophrenia, sick, strange, suicide, weird
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The Authority of Normality… and me.
This morning I got pulled out of bed after only 1,5 hours of barely-there sleep for some mental torture by the hand of Saint Irratia Normality (also known as the Authority of Normality, AKA my mother). It would take me … Continue reading →
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What my mother read to me… Lit Quotes from The Chosen
Today my mother read a story to me. Well, part of a story, at last. She read it to me once before, the time I had written a harsh critic on the norms and values of our society. Now it … Continue reading →
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Tagged abuse, art, asylum, bizarre, books, brilliant minds, Chaim Potok, cold mind, crazy, crying, depression, education, ethics, excerpts, harsh critic, heart, heartless, illness, insane, insanity, intelligence, jewish, lit quotes, literature, lunatic, mad, madness, master of the universe, mathematics, mental illness, mental patient, mercy, mind, mother, norms and values, pain, parenthood, philosophy, psychiatrist, psychiatry, psychology, psychosis, quotes, religion, sadness, sick, silence, spirituality, strange, sufferance, suffering, suicide, the Chosen, theology, understanding, weird
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Diagnosis@TheMadhouse
Hi there. So I’m pissed. Severely, seriously pissed. And disappointed. And confused. VERY confused. I got my diagnosis. Or better: I didn’t. I am nothing. There is NO FUCKING TERM TO APPLY TO ME!!!!!! WHYYYYYYYYYYYY??????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! The psychiatrist has been fuzzing … Continue reading →
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Tagged anger, confusion, crazy, crying, defeat, depression, diagnosis, disappointment, ego, help, identity, identity crisis, insane, insanity, lunatic, mad, madhouse, madness, medication, medicines, mental, mental hospital, mental illness, mental patient, nothing, psychiatric clinic, psychiatrist, psychiatry, psychology, psychosis, puberal, recovery, sadness, sick, strange, weird
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We're All Mad Inhere 