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Tag Archives: anger
Pre-Birthday Melancholia
My last good birthday was when I turned 17. I felt like I was on top of the world, at the doorstep of adulthood; everything was bright and amazing and full of possibilities. I had a party and a big cake and friends … Continue reading
Posted in Uncategorized
Tagged aging, alone, anger, awkwardness, birthday, bored, cake, depression, grinch, insane, insanity, loneliness, mad, madness, mental, mental illness, mental patient, no friends, pain, sad, sadness, self loathing
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Misery Business…
I hate my period. No, hate is not strong enough a word. I loathe it. I abhor it. I detest it. My period is a monthly recurring onslaught of general mental instability, insomnia, paranoia, panic attacks and irrational anger. Not to … Continue reading
Posted in Insanity
Tagged anger, awful, bizarre, blood, crazy, crazy bitch, emotions, hallucinations, Hysteria, insane, insanity, irrational anger, mad, madness, menstruation, mental, mental instability, mental patient, miserable, misery, nightmare, pain, paranoia, period pains, periods, psychosis, rage, sick
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Fire And Ice
Posted in Literature
Tagged anger, bizarre, depression, desire, destruction, fire, hate, hunger, ice, insane, insanity, literature, mad, madness, mental, mental illness, mental patient, need, pain, painful, poem, poetry, Robert Frost, sadness, schizophrenia, suffering, unsettling
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Paper Of DOOM: The Layout
I am bad at doing layout. Very bad. Just so you know. I have no clue how to do different page numbers for different text sections in Word, how to make a table of contents that isn’t wonky, or how … Continue reading
Posted in Insanity
Tagged anger, computers, formatting, frustration, insane, insanity, layout, mad, madness, mental, mental illness, mental patient, paper, paper of Doom, psychiatrist, psychosis, schizophrenia, StoicDad, stylesheets, Word, writing a paper
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Important Notice
The very, VERY last thing I need when I’m grumpy is someone telling me to relax. Especially when they use that patronizing tone for it. Let me rage and it will pass, start acting like you’re my parent/therapist/kindergarten-teacher, and my mood becomes … Continue reading
Posted in Humor, Insanity
Tagged anger, anger issues, anger management, bad mood, Balrog, bitch, breakdown, don't tell me to relax, freaking out, funny, grumpy, humor, insane, insanity, mad, madness, mental, mental illness, mental patient, mood, mood swing, PMS, psychosis, relax, schizophrenia, someecards, this too shall pass
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Who Cares If I Didn’t Do It?
So there is something going on in my family. I don’t know what it is, I just know that something is seriously wrong. I noticed it right when I came downstairs for dinner; every fork scraping a plate sounded like … Continue reading
Posted in Insanity
Tagged anger, culprit, deadline, DemonMom, Doom, fights, insane, insanity, issues, mad, madness, mental illness, paper, paranoia, parental trouble, parents, scapegoat, schizophrenia, Sense of Doom, StoicDad, stress, tense, tense dinner conversations, tension
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#DemonMom, An Analysis
Something that I have been discussing with my psychiatrist a lot is my mother, or #DemonMom as she is known on my Twitter feed. It is an unfair title that I have dealt her, rather childish in fact. My mother … Continue reading
Posted in Insanity
Tagged anger, angry, awkward, blatantly honest, childhood, crazy, difficult child, Doom, hatred of reality, honest, honesty, insane, insanity, lunatic, mad, madness, mental, mental illness, mental patient, motherhood, pain, painful, paranoia, parenthood, parenting, psychiatry, psychology, psychosis, punishment, reality, sadness, schizophrenia, sick, socially unadapted, strange, struggle, suicide, weird
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Excerpt from the Torture Book: To Mess With Wrong People
This is an excerpt from my personal “Torture Book”. I write in it to relax and for other, more pleasant purposes. This one was written “in honor” of a girl called Andrea, that really got me started back at the … Continue reading
Posted in Insanity, Literature
Tagged anger, art, BDSM, black latex, crazy, desire, fiction, inflicting pain, insane, insanity, killing, latex suit, lunatic, mad, madness, mental, mental illness, mental patient, murder, pain, pleasure, psychiatrist, psychiatry, psychology, psychosis, sadism, sadistic, sex, sexual, sexy, sick, strange, style, torture, torture book, vivisection, weird
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