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Pre-Birthday Melancholia

My last good birthday was when I turned 17. I felt like I was on top of the world, at the doorstep of adulthood; everything was bright and amazing and full of possibilities. I had a party and a big cake and friends … Continue reading

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Misery Business…

I hate my period. No, hate is not strong enough a word. I loathe it. I abhor it. I detest it. My period is a monthly recurring onslaught of general mental instability, insomnia, paranoia, panic attacks and irrational anger. Not to … Continue reading

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Fire And Ice

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Paper Of DOOM: The Layout

I am bad at doing layout. Very bad. Just so you know. I have no clue how to do different page numbers for different text sections in Word, how to make a table of contents that isn’t wonky, or how … Continue reading

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Important Notice

 The very, VERY last thing I need when I’m grumpy is someone telling me to relax. Especially when they use that patronizing tone for it. Let me rage and it will pass, start acting like you’re my parent/therapist/kindergarten-teacher, and my mood becomes … Continue reading

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Who Cares If I Didn’t Do It?

So there is something going on in my family. I don’t know what it is, I just know that something is seriously wrong. I noticed it right when I came downstairs for dinner; every fork scraping a plate sounded like … Continue reading

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#DemonMom, An Analysis

Something that I have been discussing with my psychiatrist a lot is my mother, or #DemonMom as she is known on my Twitter feed. It is an unfair title that I have dealt her, rather childish in fact. My mother … Continue reading

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Please Care For Me: A Shameful Confession

I’ve had a painful, confronting session with my psychiatrist. Which is good, it has to hurt to heal. But it was still painful and confronting nevertheless. It was about weakness, and my issue with it. There is an awkward bipolarity … Continue reading

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Excerpt from the Torture Book: To Mess With Wrong People

This is an excerpt from my personal “Torture Book”. I write in it to relax and for other, more pleasant purposes. This one was written “in honor” of a girl called Andrea, that really got me started back at the … Continue reading

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Diagnosis@TheMadhouse

Hi there. So I’m pissed. Severely, seriously pissed. And disappointed. And confused. VERY confused. I got my diagnosis. Or better: I didn’t. I am nothing. There is NO FUCKING TERM TO APPLY TO ME!!!!!! WHYYYYYYYYYYYY??????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! The psychiatrist has been fuzzing … Continue reading

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