Tag Archives: afraid

Please Help. Please.

I am very proud of myself for keeping my urge to cut under tight control. I haven’t self-harmed in a long time. However, right now I have the feeling that one of my most-used coping mechanisms is getting out of hand. Severely. … Continue reading

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Panic Attacks?

So. I have a new symptom, which I didn’t have before: panic attacks. I don’t know if it are actually panic attacks, but they sure make me panic. Sometimes it just happens, like a giant hand clutching and crushing me, … Continue reading

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On Fear and The Society… An Essay

Fear is defined in the dictionary as the following: a : an unpleasant often strong emotion caused by anticipation or awareness of danger b (1) : an instance of this emotion (2) : a state marked by this emotion Now why do I begin with this? The definition … Continue reading

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Return of the Psychosis… Another Sequel?

I have been feeling awful lately. Before all this started I used to think that when you feel bad you can snap out of it, because the bad feeling is “internal”, it’s you who’s feeling bad, not the world around … Continue reading

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Scaring Claudia Schiffer: A Fashion Horror Story

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Psychotic Ramblings or AM I BEING HACKED HERE?

Okay. Impressive title… I somehow can’t open the WordPress Reader anymore. It always sows a grey screen when I try to open it. I’ve tried it in several ways, it just won’t open. Combine that with inexplicable screen-sharing reports while … Continue reading

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The Most Improbable List of Phobias

So, I was talking to one of my fellow patients, a dearly nice girl from Great Britain who has OCD and several phobias (OCD= Obsessive Compulsive Disorder, for those who aren’t familiar with the term)… and I found myself wondering … Continue reading

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