It lies on my shoulders like a yoke. It clenches my heart like a fist. It’s fear, constant nagging fear, and I don’t know of what. I wish I could let go, but I can’t. Something bad is going to happen, I just know it. It costs effort to write, more than usual. Something bad is going to happen.

I’m scared.

About quantumphysica

My name is QuantumPhysica The Insane, but you can call me QP. I am insane, admitted to a mental hospital in Belgium, and waiting for a decent diagnosis at the moment. Once I was a physics student with goals in life and what more; now I'm simply the patient of Room 93. Ever wondered what life is like in the psychiatric ward? I'll tell you everything you ever wanted to know... I am... particularly twitchy of personality. But I also am genuinely interested in everything. There is nothing that doesn't interest me, really. Everything, from quantum computers to fashion and cars to traveling... I also give advice. On anything. No taboos whatsoever. And I make lists of things...
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5 Responses to Doom.

  1. Is there anything you can do?

  2. YAPCaB says:

    Fear can be so debilitating. That said, you can and will get through this. You are strong, much stronger than I suspect you give yourself credit. Even if you don’t feel strong now, the strength is still there.

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